Psychedelic 300ug Trip & Insights

[iTommy]

Hey all. Yesterday I let the magic of LSD take me for a deep ride. I took the substance later than planned (14:20) on that day, which resulted in me having had a hard time getting sleep that night, at least it contributed to it. It hit me quicker than I thought too, maybe because I had my colon cleansed a few days before the trip. My goal was to focus on meditation, observing, letting things come and go, then playing the guitar. 

During meditation, I wanted to visualize green energy (heart chakra meditation), but this wasn't really possible since the closed eye visuals took over and had their own dance of colors, shapes, fractals etc. Even though this didn't work out as hoped, after some minutes of sitting "I" wasn't there anymore. There was Just this blank space/void in which all things arose. Emotions, thoughts, visuals, perceptions all things of perception were like waves hitting the beach over and over again, each wave moving in a unique pattern, unique shape... all having a unique impact on that beach/sand than the wave before. 

Fear and anxiety didn't exist in that space. The mind tried to grasp or get hold of something that it could identify with, but it couldn't. It was just looking and searching and yet, nothing was to be found other than that totality, that ocean of waves that included "me" sitting there in a meditative pose.  

I've been in such a space before, but what really struck me there is how harsh I judged myself for everything. It's one thing to have non-dual experiences, but another to really infuse those on an emotional level too. I saw for me, that compassion and love is the key to spirituality. I mean one could say that "the truth"/no-thing-ness is what we're after, where love is part of it but not the fundamental substance, yet love encompasses it all. This can be somewhat overlooked in non-dual experiences, for many are just looking for emptiness/consciousness. Love often is a byproduct that comes with those kinds of experiences, yet it could be much more present with some practice. When your inner being is filled with love, you find those experiences and your everyday experiences become much more vibrant and deeper. You accept things more as they are, you accept others, yourself/the ego more, thus surrendering becomes easier. It's not a matter of pushing the ego away, trying to actively "defeat" it somehow, but accepting it as it is. It's a part of You, you are a part of it.

I broke down into tears when this washed over me, and sat with it for a while. Later I picked up the guitar, this was an incredible experience. I wasn't just playing/creating music... I was the music. It was as if I somehow intuitively knew what notes to play without the need to see where my fingers landed. The music did me, so to speak.

Overall it was a nice trip. I should've taken notes during the trip, that is something I'll do next time, and I will focus more on gratitude and love (especially self-love) in my daily life. 

 

Thank you for reading, and I wish you all a good day/night. 

 

 

[Bluebird]

"Wisdom is knowing I am nothing, Love is knowing I am everything, and between the two my life moves." - Nisargadatta Maharaj

[iTommy]

10 hours ago, Bluebird said:

"Wisdom is knowing I am nothing, Love is knowing I am everything, and between the two my life moves." - Nisargadatta Maharaj

This quote speaks to me, I'll save this one 

 

[phoenix666]

13 hours ago, iTommy said:

I saw for me, that compassion and love is the key to spirituality. I mean one could say that "the truth"/no-thing-ness is what we're after, where love is part of it but not the fundamental substance, yet love encompasses it all. This can be somewhat overlooked in non-dual experiences, for many are just looking for emptiness/consciousness. Love often is a byproduct that comes with those kinds of experiences, yet it could be much more present with some practice. When your inner being is filled with love, you find those experiences and your everyday experiences become much more vibrant and deeper. You accept things more as they are, you accept others, yourself/the ego more, thus surrendering becomes easier

wonderful insight, Tommy  I found that for me too. I've actually shifted my focus or lets say number 1 priority from awakening/consciousness to love in the last couple of months. higher consciousness and awakening comes with a heart-centered path, it emerges spontaneously when your goal is to love deeper and deeper 

thanks for your report, I enjoyed it ver much <3

[Alex]

Can you explain how 300ng is different from 100ng of lsd? 

[iTommy]

@phoenix666 That sounds great! I am sure by doing this, it will improve life on every level. I went a similar route a few weeks ago. Before that, my main focus was on mindfulness/"awakening" and similar, but mainly practising gratitude and love seems to work best for my personal & spiritual needs. After all, love is the highest form of expression. 

@Alex 100ug is a lower dosage than 300ug, giving you less "magic" to work with than if you took a higher dosage. I found the below to be useful. This isn't 100% accurate, but it can serve as a general guide to what one can expect. Your body and mind is unique, and the effects connected to the dosage levels will differ from person to person, meaning that someone could take 200ug but have the same effects as someone on 400ug and not everyone experiences all the described effects at all (such as OBE's). It's a very individual experience. 

Different dosage of LSD explained

20 mics- threshold. Some slight euphoria and body high.

30 mics- threshold, same as 20 mics

40 mics- obviously feeling Lucy's effects a little bit but again no visuals even though may see some

60 mics- = The typical low quality blotter. Body-high with "underwater like feeling". Lights are brighter, colors are slightly enhanced and some after imaging and trails. This dosage makes for a good time, even though it isn't considered tripping. Lasts longer and is similar to a gram of shrooms.

90 mics- Bright colors, surfaces start to move, warp or breathe slightly. Confused or reminiscent thoughts. You start to think more. Change of short term memory leads to continual distractive thought patterns. Your brain starts to speed up and you become more aware of everything.

110 mics- A hit of some really good LSD. Visuals are getting a lot more obvious now. "Ripples" overlaying your field of vision. Patterns from all different cultures seen on walls, surfaces, faces etc. Closed eye hallucinations become more apparent.

150 mics- This is the main dosage people try to shoot for if they are not that experienced to get LSD's effects without freaking out. This dose is usually 1-2 hits of good, legit LSD. Effects are a lot like 110 micrograms but more profound.

(increments I mention will stay the same but the effects of upping it 50 mics becomes more intense than above the line.)

200 mics- This is where things can get powerful. Your mind is racing. Beautiful colors are everywhere. Closed eye visuals are very apparent at this point. Life changing, spiritual experiences or realization can happen at this dose. If you are a noob to LSD this dose is simply too high for you. Many people can handle it quite well but some may freak out.

250 mics- This dose is the dose Albert Hoffman, the creator of LSD tried when he first dosed himself to see what LSD's effects were like. The peak of a 250 mic acid trip can be VERY intense or even scary but like any LSD trip. once the peak effects ware off, the more comfortable the trip is. When the comedown started, he was fine, and he became a rockstar. Closed eye visuals are amazing at this dose.

300 mics- your getting into heavy territory. Still not considered by most to be a heavy dose, but that's only because they know where most people including themselves draw the line if they are experienced. Its a lot like 250 mics.

400 mics- most people would never take this much unless they knew the acid they have in their possession and really wanted to get pretty far out there. This is why you don't see 200+ mic hits around. There is some confusing of the senses (i.e. seeing sounds as colors etc.) Time distortions and moments of eternity. Body movement becomes difficult and disorienting. There is a heightened sense of awareness of one's own feelings and drive. People usually report this dose as thought-provoking and life-changing. For some, their ability to discern is somewhat thrown off. More likely to respond to suggestive stimuli. It is recommended that there be a sitter to watch over the tripper just in case he/she would do something that could be a potential hazard.

500 mics- Strong hallucinations and visuals. objects morphing into other objects (both closed and open eye visuals). Destruction or multiple splitting of the ego. (Things start talking to you, or you find that you are feeling contradictory things simultaneously) Some loss of reality. Time becomes meaningless. Pretty much where even some of the most experienced people draw the line. Your vision is almost completely enveloped by fractal patterns, and if you were to stare at some pavement or something, it looks like you can see to the end of eternity. Miles and miles of visual depth. There are many subtypes of these: Mandelbrots, spirals, wave interference patterns,etc.

700 mics- Out of body experiences and extra-sensory perception type phenomena. Blending of the senses. Visuals containing imagery from Hindu, Aztec, Mayan, Native American, Indian and African cultures are quite common. Most people who talk of taking a ten strip usually dont have very potent acid(though it is good), so 550 to 700 is where they end up. This is also where "more acid" becomes less important because the effects are very similar to an even higher dose.

1000 mics- Most people will never go this high. Only shamans and those who really seek will go this high. If you had a "two hits and you are floored" type of LSD, or 100 mics and up hits, this is where a ten strip would put you. You basically can't see anything but visuals, your mind as a whole is infinitely connected with its self and your external environment. Amazing things happen on this dose no matter what if you use LSD as an entheogen. It would scare most people shitless because they were not ready for that dose. Some people will think they are dying. Many would end up dialing 911 if they were alone and could read the numbers on the phone.

1500 mics- Very few people have used this much LSD. It is VERY psychologically dangerous for some people to do this dose. You can no longer really see your own hand in front of your face. Your cognition and vision are both bathed in the same light. Some people forget to breathe frequently, and id imagine a lot of people would pass out. You will lose your ego, but you will meet many organizers of human cognition in this egoless place. They are much smarter than human beings. "they" *are self conscious neurology. They are the mathematicians behind consciousness and even the visuals themselves. Total loss of visual connection with reality. The senses cease to function in the normal way. Total loss of ego. Merging with space, other objects, or the universe. The loss of reality becomes so severe that it defies explanation. The earlier levels are relatively easy to explain in terms of measurable changes in perception and thought patterns. This level is different in that the actual universe within which things are normally perceived, ceases to exist! Satori-enlightenment (and other such labels).

A dose 700 mics and above will show anyone some very profound things. Doses like 500 mics and above have changed many lives in both positive and negative ways.

Source: https://www.rollitup.org/t/lsd-dosage-effects-tolerance.419585/

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[phoenix666]

9 hours ago, iTommy said:

After all, love is the highest form of expression. 

<3 

in a world of endless questions love is the only answer - Matt Kahn

[Wisebaxter]

On 24/03/2019 at 10:50 PM, iTommy said:

I saw for me, that compassion and love is the key to spirituality. I mean one could say that "the truth"/no-thing-ness is what we're after, where love is part of it but not the fundamental substance, yet love encompasses it all. This can be somewhat overlooked in non-dual experiences, for many are just looking for emptiness/consciousness. Love often is a byproduct that comes with those kinds of experiences, yet it could be much more present with some practice. When your inner being is filled with love, you find those experiences and your everyday experiences become much more vibrant and deeper. You accept things more as they are, you accept others, yourself/the ego more, thus surrendering becomes easier. It's not a matter of pushing the ego away, trying to actively "defeat" it somehow, but accepting it as it is. It's a part of You, you are a part of it.

Beautiful man, this is exactly the way I'm seeing it as the moment. Every time I trip on LSD the thing that hits me the most is the intensity of the love I feel. last time it was like my heart was about to explode. After every trip I'm feeling more loving too, as if its staying me with and I can connect to it throughout the day more.