need advice

[Highest]

You will not regret it ?

[Markus]

@Viking To put it simply. It is good to have a degree of mental stability for spiritual pursuit, as the path is emotionally difficult. If you have stability issues, I don't recommend you use psychedelics or kriya yoga. They aren't a must anyway. Regular meditation techniques to the extent you can handle them are good. And take it easy on the nofap, as long as you don't waste time fapping several times daily, fapping shouldn't affect your life too much.

I'd say we get truly serious about spirituality once we have enough wisdom to see any attempt at finding fulfilment in life is bound to fail. Make your own choices based on that info.