Giving up your attachments to identity feels so painful

[Ingit]

just feel I can’t, giving up on identity feels like building up a huge amount of resistance that causes headaches and tension around my head areas....I wonder why it is not easy !!!! On the other part I try to force my identity go....and troubles me more and more... because I think if I not force it go it wont go.. ?

[Shin]

Tell me about it,

Distracted for a month,

Now I think I'm entering a depression stage.

?

[Ingit]

@Shin  there is a constant voice all over the day inside telling me, ‘ its I causing the problems let it go, why wont you let go of yourself’’and I am like stressed cuz Its feels hard to let go...

[Hellspeed]

And it will cause maybe excruciating pain for a while and at level in the body. This being the reason only the Brave awakens. So in the end hard work will not do it for you.

Best of wishes. 

Edited February 25, 2019 by Hellspeed

[Shin]

We have been warned lol

 

[Jkris]

@Ingit how to give up attachment to identity? ?

[Truth Addict]

@Ingit

Let go of letting go.

[Aeris]

51 minutes ago, Shin said:

We have been warned lol

 

then the circle is complete, all this, was a pure bullshit.
 

[Ingit]

@Ero I get what you saying.... I am worried if that my own darkness ever bring me a psychotic episode...

[Ingit]

@Shin Today Morning as I was on bed trying to wake up... I heard my Mom yelling about somethings.. and soon all the tension fear very very bad feelings came up and I was there seeing them and I became so confused with them... I hardly was able to differentiate any and A lots of suffering going inside my head that felt so painful to sit beside and watch ?

[Shin]

26 minutes ago, Ingit said:

@Shin Today Morning as I was on bed trying to wake up... I heard my Mom yelling about somethings.. and soon all the tension fear very very bad feelings came up and I was there seeing them and I became so confused with them... I hardly was able to differentiate any and A lots of suffering going inside my head that felt so painful to sit beside and watch ?

Yeah I often look at people weirdly, cause I'm trying to see if they are really real.

Like sometimes I have no idea If I'm dreaming or not ?

[Aeris]

6 minutes ago, Shin said:

Yeah I often look at people weirdly, cause I'm trying to see if they are really real.

Like sometimes I have no idea If I'm dreaming or not ?

shin go taper ta tête against a wall.
you'll see if you dream or not.

[Shin]

1 minute ago, Aeris said:

shin go taper ta tête against a wall.
you'll see if you dream or not.

In a dream it hurts too.

 

[Aeris]

how do you feel when you hurt people ?

[Ingit]

@Aeris if you ask me.... i feel good at the very moment after I hurt pople and after sometime I regret a lot.

[Aeris]

1 minute ago, Ingit said:

@Aeris if you ask me.... i feel good at the very moment after I hurt pople and after sometime I regret a lot.

if you regret, that's because you live in your shadow.

Don't hurt people, love them hard. It never is a regret inside if you do it from a place of pure truth & love.

[Shin]

The only thing to do is to sit and turn inward now.

Maybe it will happen without suffering, maybe  

[Aeris]

4 minutes ago, Shin said:

The only thing to do is to sit and turn inward now.

Maybe it will happen without suffering, maybe  

that's a big maybe. Suffering is growth though so say it "hello"

Edited February 25, 2019 by Aeris

[Shin]

3 minutes ago, Aeris said:

that's a big maybe. Suffering is growth though so say it "hello"

 

Some people says they had it easy, not even saw it coming, so

 

 

 

 

But apparently the more you fear something the more chance you have to experience it,

So we're fucked either way  

[Aeris]

1 minute ago, Shin said:

 

Some people says they had it easy, not even saw it coming, so

 

 

 

 

But apparently the more you fear something the more chance you have to experience it,

So we're fucked either way  

what if you start having no fear anymore ? no envy ? no need ? just passion for the entirety ?