Just wanted some insight.

[Nathan leigh]

Hello all, I've been doing the self-actualization for the last couple of years in terms of Meditation, inquiry, yoga, psychedelics and so forth. A couple of months ago after a couple of very eye-opening LSD trips, I could use contemplation to directly collapse reality for a while. Recently I've noticed a huge ego backlash and found my self stuping in a whole cascade of subtle and dense addictions namely smoking pot way too frequently, overeating and wasting time doing jack shit, Netflix etc. I'm noticing that it's hard for me to just sit in a room with no stimulation at the moment, I feel a sense of lack and overwhelming boredom, I often have free time and find my self descending into unconsciousness. Just wanted some opinions, maybe some advice or insight from your own journey. Thanks for reading

[TheAvatarState]

@Nathan leigh you must consciously fill your day with other things. I've found that getting hooked on high quality books can help. That's at least an hour a day that you can enjoy and not be worried about being pulled down into other bad habits. Walking outside and observing others, when you actually do it, can be really entertaining and eye opening; treat it like a mediation. Make a list of activities you enjoy doing, and when you get extremely bored and want to turn to weed or junk food eating, do a couple of the activities instead. 

A little bit at a time, you can break yourself out of this rut. I believe in you!