Is my Girlfriend Really an Illusion?

[ajasatya]

it's alive!

[TheAvatarState]

@Bluebird Holy shit, that's insane! But I'm not surprised at all by the severity of it. Mine was just as fucked up, just in a different way. I can't even believe I'm alive today

[Shin]

29 minutes ago, TheAvatarState said:

@Bluebird Holy shit, that's insane! But I'm not surprised at all by the severity of it. Mine was just as fucked up, just in a different way. I can't even believe I'm alive today

Are you ?

[cetus]

13 hours ago, Wisebaxter said:

After having sex with her tonight I brought up the idea that I don't actually know if she exists.

That's all an illusion. It never happened. It's you that doesn't exist. 

[Wisebaxter]

She's sitting next to me now...how should I act?

Edited February 21, 2019 by Wisebaxter

[ajasatya]

Just now, Wisebaxter said:

She's sitting next to me now...how should I act?

just forget about this forum. be present.

[Wisebaxter]

I just leant over and poked her in the arm...she feels really solid...she's looking at me funny now. Ok, I'll forget it all and stay present. 

[now is forever]

[Wisebaxter]

2 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

Consider: you could have perceptions of there while I have perceptions over here, yet we are still one. I am still you. In the same way that the entire universe is one thing.

@Leo Gura Ok, groovy, I think i get it now. In an absolute sense there's just myself, but in a relative sense, there are many different forms having a relative experience. 

[now is forever]

@Wisebaxter just put that external intelligence in your hand down and focus on the external intelligence in your presence.

i mean it reacts if you poke it...

Edited February 21, 2019 by now is forever

[Wisebaxter]

3 hours ago, Shin said:

Seek balance and peace.

Seeking an experience is extremely neurotic.

Good point there, thanks. I'll make room for surrender and peace instead

19 minutes ago, now is forever said:

@Wisebaxter just put that external intelligence in your hand down and focus on the external intelligence in your presence.

i mean it reacts if you poke it...

That's awesome, I like it. Just like a pool of water reacts if I poke that. Is the external intelligence in presence the same as the external intelligence in my hand? Is it awareness? 

Edited February 21, 2019 by Wisebaxter

[TheAvatarState]

1 hour ago, Shin said:

Are you ?

Of course not. I just mean my sense of this present experience with this incarnation. I learned directly that I was never born and that I'm an illusion, long before doing consciousness work or finding Leo's channel. He's helped me fit the pieces back together. I experienced my death, and there's really no difference between what we call physical death and what I went through. 

[Forestluv]

@ajasatya Dang, that song is sooo beautiful 

[Shin]

3 minutes ago, TheAvatarState said:

Of course not. I just mean my sense of this present experience with this incarnation. I learned directly that I was never born and that I'm an illusion, long before doing consciousness work or finding Leo's channel. He's helped me fit the pieces back together. I experienced my death, and there's really no difference between what we call physical death and what I went through. 

I'm just messing with you ?

[Wisebaxter]

@Shin Or you're just messing with yourself  

[TheAvatarState]

14 minutes ago, Shin said:

I'm just messing with you ?

Are you now?? ??? Who is this "I" and "you" you speak of? ?

[Jack River]

@TheAvatarState she’s so captivating?

[TheAvatarState]

7 minutes ago, Jack River said:

@TheAvatarState she’s so captivating?

Right? 

[TheAvatarState]

@Wisebaxter does this mean my lack of a girlfriend is also an illusion?  I'll take it

[Shin]

53 minutes ago, TheAvatarState said:

Are you now?? ??? Who is this "I" and "you" you speak of? ?