Weird ability while tripping

[inFlow]

Was tripping on the weekend. Later in the evening my head started to hurt like shit. Worst pain I ever felt, literaly felt like I was hit with a bat really hard. Wanting to ease the pain I somehow thought I could just go into a meditative state and numb my head. So by just thinking about it I closed my eyes and just numbed my head on command. It felt like I was becoming pure awareness and exiting the body, but being fully aware of the surroundings. First time I did it I just jumped up from fear that I thought I wont come back, but literaly I could numb my body on command. And so I just played with it wanting to see how does it work. Woke up the next day and tried to do that again, but failed.

Does anyone have any info on these kind of things?

[Gabriel Antonio]

Careful... 

I’m not sure this is a good ability. Pain is telling that something is not right. Numbing it is not way...

[inFlow]

@Gabriel Antonio but that didnt feel in a bad way. It felt like I consciously just turned off my body as in being asleep, but being fully aware of everything. Its sort of like being in a coma, but you can awake in any moment if you want.

[Shadowraix]

No explanation needed. You will have all sorts of weird experiences as you go further along. Just accept it and move on. 

[cetus]

15 hours ago, inFlow said:

It felt like I was becoming pure awareness and exiting the body, but being fully aware of the surroundings. First time I did it I just jumped up from fear that I thought I wont come back,

@inFlow haha that's something you won't forget to soon!

Same thing happened here. Freaked me out for sure. I remained looking at the room through the eyes from the body location (not like an OBE)  but yet awareness/consciousness was projected out in front of me. Somehow consciousness had become liberated from the body location. At first I backed off b-c I had the same reaction as you thinking maybe I wouldn't come back again. So pulled myself together for a moment and thought: "something special is presenting itself here-why not just surrender to it?". So I did and something really amazing happened. Suddenly I was no longer aware of the room but had entered into a state of Samadhi. The room I was in and even the world no longer existed. I didn't know about Samadhi at the time so I searched NDE's because that's all I could think of . But It didn't quite fit. Only later on did i find out what Samadhi was and it fit perfectly. Moral of the story here you may have missed an opportunity. Next time-go for it! You'll come back again. You'll be different, but you'll come back.

Just as a side note: There were no substances involved, only total surrender (anyone can experience it anytime).

[Nahm]

Yes. All roads lead to letting go. The ego is a cluster of thoughts & beliefs which have constituted what and who you are in your experience so far. It must be surrendered / let go of. Once ‘gone’ or ‘out of the way’, only Truth remains. Death does not exist, but the “death” of the false self can be a terrifying experience. For some, trust in God is useful. For others, willingly surrendering, dying, to know Truth is helpful. For some, learning about reality, until you realize the groundlessness and meaninglessness of it can be helpful. There is still the surrender, but it is greatly minimized as you can logically see what you must not be. 

[cetus]

32 minutes ago, Nahm said:

For others, willingly surrendering, dying, to know Truth is helpful.

@Nahm That was me at the time. Total surrender of everything was key. The biggest take-away was the realization that consciousness/awareness/presents is not fixed at the body location as it is "normally" experienced to be. That is an illusion created by the ego/mind taking possession. Perception may be localized at the body/mind but awareness/presents/consciousness has no specific location.

[TheAvatarState]

@inFlow if you think that was crazy, wait until you start Astral projecting and time traveling 

[inFlow]

@TheAvatarState Time traveling? Will doing Kriya give me that?

@Nahm This past week I had some interesting experiences. One of which was that I became aware that my mind is projecting ant constructing reality for me on autopilot. I became aware of my own mind, but it felt like my mind became aware of itself playing tricks on itself and believing it, then I felt the separation between consciousness/awareness and the mind very strongly, then I began to listen with care of everything that people said to me, recognizing with my mind and trying to communicate what I really wanted, but the communication had to be spoken very precise and accurately for me to understand. In that state I felt this total no-mind consciousness, just being aware of the mind what it is saying to me. As being in that state I didn't feel myself. I saw myself as this biological being and I just could't recognize it as "myself", I couldn't take ownership of this body. btw I felt really great being in that state, anything that negative came up I just recognized it as just the mind becoming angry and emotional because of the programming that it has. Now can you tell me if I'm going the right path? Or was that some kind of self-deception?

[Nahm]

@inFlow You are so on the right path, that there isn’t a wrong one, and ultimately there never was a path.