This was scary ?

[Shin]

I had an awakening in a lucid dream a few minutes ago, and I didn't want to accept it.

The ego freaked out like a baby, and just couldn't accept it.

I wasn't conscious of this (waking) dream, but I had the intuition to touch my hands and objects, and realized it was all mind stuff, all a figment of my imagination.

I was in terror, I couldn't stop crying, and there was no one to turn to, of course there wasn't ... any direction I would have gone would just be more of me ...

Then when I woke up, I still cried, realizing my all life was a lie.

Honestly I kind of fear to go out now, I doubt this won't have a repercussion here, I won't forget this.

[Rilles]

Breathe, relax, dont go with the stories, just go with ??

[Shin]

7 minutes ago, Rilles said:

Breathe, relax, dont go with the stories, just go with ??

Dude I don't control it,

This is how I felt ???

 

 

[tedens]

You're kinda comic?

[Shin]

Just now, tedens said:

You're kinda comic?

This isn't funny dude, I want to pee but I'm too scared lighten the light and see the same shit ?

Ok it's a bit funny ??

[Rilles]

16 minutes ago, Shin said:

Dude I don't control it,

This is how I felt ???

 

 

❤️youll be alright

 

 

 

 

 

Isnt it so? Yes or no?

Edited February 13, 2019 by Rilles

[cetus]

Being of service to others is probally the last thing on Shin's mind right now.

Been there before.

[TheAvatarState]

@Shin going from conceptual knowledge to experience is a bitch sometimes, isn't it? ??? you'll be fine!

[Shin]

2 minutes ago, TheAvatarState said:

@Shin going from conceptual knowledge to experience is a bitch sometimes, isn't it? ??? you'll be fine!

Everything I look I'm like:

 

???

 

 

Thank you ?

[Aakash]

@Shin  i think you should watch this video 

 

[Shin]

4 hours ago, Aakash said:

@Shin  i think you should watch this video 

 

 

I'm not seeking anything  

My perception of reality is changing all by itself, I'm doing nothing.
Why do you think I'm that scared, if It looked like I was in control I could just stop it  

[Rilles]

2 minutes ago, Shin said:

 

I'm not seeking anything  

My perception of reality is changing all by itself, I'm doing nothing.
Why do you think I'm that scared, if It looked like I was in control I could just stop it  

Aka...

[Shin]

4 minutes ago, Rilles said:

Aka...

I don't understand that reference 

[Nahm]

@Rilles ?

11 hours ago, Shin said:

Honestly I kind of fear to go out now, I doubt this won't have a repercussion here, I won't forget this

You’re missing the point.

[Shin]

Just now, Nahm said:

@Rilles ?

You’re missing the point.

What point ?

[Nahm]

@Shin IT WAS JUST A DREAM!

 

[Shin]

Just now, Nahm said:

@Shin IT WAS JUST A DREAM!

 

I don't think there is a difference between a dream and what I am experiencing now,

This one just fool me more  

[Nahm]

@Shin ♥️

[Shin]

6 minutes ago, Nahm said:

@Shin ♥️

Is it a coincidence that I'm still not sleeping at 2:30AM ?

Am I ……….. scared ?

 

[Nahm]

@Shin Well you’ve only been up for 12 hours. ?