being aware of being aware

[Aakash]

were on a mission to become aware of being aware 

being aware and doing things are two different things when the mind psychology creates an object in which a subject is doing something 

being aware is without a doer, is when both things are one 

i would question, whether you are the one doing it or is awareness being aware 

by its natural modi operendum 

relinquishing the doership, would destroy the mind 

would vanquish time and any concepts itself 

being aware is the true self 

like currently aware of the fact i'm making a concept because i'm using my mind 

and explaining a state of awareness in the past which is now a delusion 

but paradoxically i am still the awarness now and forever will be. 

 

what do you think of what i have written?

[Jack River]

Consciousness is reality, and in the totality of ‘experiencing’ the apparent distinction between awareness and what arises and falls in awareness is one indivisible whole. 

Edited February 6, 2019 by Jack River

[Aakash]

Aka being aware is all there is or awareness is all there is 

[Shin]

You're both wrong.

Only the absolute exist.

?

[Aakash]

@Shin i can never tell where your at on your spiritual journey lool! please enlighten me, so i know!

[Shin]

1 minute ago, Aakash said:

@Shin i can never tell where your at on your spiritual journey lool! please enlighten me, so i know!

I'm not dead, so just normal.

[Aakash]

@Shin  i've given up on dying, i just can't understand what it means! 

 i thought i would die when my ego dies, that didn't happen. 

i thought i would die when i became pure awareness that didn't happen 

i thought i would die when i reached the non duality, that didn't happen

i thought i was dead when i realised that i was never born, nor does one who is born dies, that didn't happen

i thought i would die when i stopped using mind, it seemed like a death- but it didn't feel like i was dead

@Leo Gura please tell me what it means to die, what is the method to dying 

i actually think i'm already dead, i just don't know it 

 

Disclaimer: i know i used the word i , and i implies someone to die, but it's not what i meant, i just don't understand what it means to be dead in enlightened terms 

(also do not mean physical death)

 

Edited February 6, 2019 by Aakash

[Jack River]

Dead things abstract there existence from ?

[Aakash]

@Jack River what do you mean?              that even death is an illusion? 

[Jack River]

2 minutes ago, Aakash said:

@Jack River what do you mean?              that even death is an illusion? 

It’s a question that has its root in duality. 

It assumes an ‘entity’ who is alive and will die. 

Edited February 6, 2019 by Jack River

[BIggleswerth]

I think being aware of awareness is the same as:

attention on being

Am I right?

[Shin]

12 minutes ago, Aakash said:

@Shin  i've given up on dying, i just can't understand what it means! 

 i thought i would die when my ego dies, that didn't happen. 

i thought i would die when i became pure awareness that didn't happen 

i thought i would die when i reached the non duality, that didn't happen

i thought i was dead when i realised that i was never born, nor does one who is born dies, that didn't happen

i thought i would die when i stopped using mind, it seemed like a death- but it didn't feel like i was dead

@Leo Gura please tell me what it means to die, what is the method to dying 

i actually think i'm already dead, i just don't know it 

 

Disclaimer: i know i used the word i , and i implies someone to die, but it's not what i meant, i just don't understand what it means to be dead in enlightened terms 

 

 

I think you can be enlightened without having to die, it just happens poof.

I also think you can be enlightened with still a sense of self, and having to let it go of it later,

That seems stupid, but it would explain some things.

[Highest]

Who or what is being aware of being aware? When awareness fully awakens from the me illusion and is fully conscious, it's realized that it is the One, the All, the God. Which have always been the case, it just wasn't revealed, not illuminated, not seen, not made aware of. Disguised.

[Aakash]

@Shin i'm with you  brother,  in my current experiences

i honestly think the lowest stage of enlightenment is non duality, kensho or anyother word to realise god. 

as leo says their all synonymous

its just were trying to perfect our deaths or perfect something, our grounding in actuality or now 

i just can't grasp what that is. 

what am i perfecting? 

i definately don't think its my sense of self- that died 1 and a half years ago in one second from a massive amount of suffering. when i started my spiritual journey, to the point where i can't identify with anything as for sure except pure awareness as its most indivisable self . 

How are you trying to die

[Aakash]

@BIggleswerth you are being who is putting his attention on something, 

not putting your attention on being 

@Highest its more complicated than that, the word god itself is an illusion, a pointer if you will just like the other words awareness, consciousness , enlightenment they all mean the same thing. 

[Shin]

?

I don't think anyone tries to die, more like you understand that you don't have a choice and just let go.

In the beginning you don't really think you're gonna die, you can hear that for years and still not understand.

I didn't ?

Edited February 6, 2019 by Shin

[cetus]

2 minutes ago, Shin said:

?

I don't think anyone tries to die, more like you understand that you don't have a choice and just let go.

In the beginning you don't really think you're gonna die, you can hear that for years and still not understand.

 

[Ingit]

Could I just focus on being aware of awareness..meditation.... Leaving all the other types of meditation... 

[Shin]

2 minutes ago, Ingit said:

Could I just focus on being aware of awareness..meditation.... Leaving all the other types of meditation... 

All other meditations are there to prepare you for that, so yes ?

[Jack River]

3 minutes ago, cetus56 said:

 

Dynamic—stillness