What did I experience??

[TheIndigoKid]

So this event takes place about a month after I came across actualized.org on YouTube (grateful af). I was going through an existential crisis for about a year and a half and my view of reality was like limbo if that makes sense. Then all of a sudden Leo introduced me to a very different perspective of reality (The Video about enlightenment, the warning in the beginning of that video is no joke). So now I'm starting to resonate with actualized.org and I really started trusting Leo. Then I watched the video on the paranormal and oh my gawd that just shattered my paradigm, like completely ripped it to shreds. In that moment I was filled with so much awe that my entire life felt like it had been hit by a magical bus. I remember feeling an intense orgasmic feeling in the front of my body. Nothing was the same after that day. Can somebody please explain what happened to me?

[Shin]

Describe your current experience of life and what changed exactly.

[TheIndigoKid]

@Shin Life Is awesome. I'm starting to see that there is no such thing as 'good' things or 'bad' things that happen in my life. All of it is amazing and that makes my life so peaceful. I'm obsessed with trying to see Truth for myself and that desire has taken over my desire to even become rich. I'm 19 years old at the moment and I couldn't be happier filled with the miracle and mystery of life

[tedens]

It was a side effect of Your paradigm's collision. And there will more others. 

Edited February 5, 2019 by tedens

[TheIndigoKid]

@tedens have you experienced things like this? Please tell me a bit about your experience if you don't mind

[tedens]

See Leo's video called  Dark side of meditation. 

You haven't been meditating then but such things can happen while one passes through sudden astonishment of his nature.

 

Edited February 5, 2019 by tedens

[allislove]

> I really started trusting Leo

Oh, boy! Do not trust this guy.  
(this is a usual trap) 

Check for yourself, from the direct experience.

Good luck with your journey.

Edited February 5, 2019 by dimitri

[Forestluv]

There's nuthin' quite like a paranormal orgasm . . . 

You got a glimpse into something beyond the story.

[tedens]

Some level of knoledge is  unfortunately irreplaceable and this is the highly  condensed source

[cetus]

@TheIndigoKid You expanded. Cool stuff isn't it? And it's just the beginning.

[tedens]

@cetus56 cool or not. 

 

[TheAvatarState]

@TheIndigoKid yeah, you're starting to awaken! That is what's happening. Keep in mind that it's not going to all be sunshine and rainbows. 

[Shin]

3 minutes ago, TheAvatarState said:

@TheIndigoKid yeah, you're starting to awaken! That is what's happening. Keep in mind that it's not going to all be sunshine and rainbows. 

 

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[TheAvatarState]

@Shin what the fuck ???

[tedens]

It's funny but not helpfull.

[Nahm]

@TheIndigoKid Sounds like you realized the game is already afoot. The adventure of a lifetime. Godspeed!

[Shin]

7 minutes ago, tedens said:

It's funny but not helpfull.

[TheAvatarState]

@Shin whatever a human can do, the universe can do by default. 

[GabeN]

Looks like The Ox was around the territory

Good luck! 

[GabeN]

@Shin

54 minutes ago, Shin said:

 

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And the 5 MeO ?