I was in a cult

[Aakash]

This is more of an education for other people as ive come to understand the inherent flaw of the mind, but i have most definately been psychologically induced by my belief systems in adherance to cult-ish behaviour. To illustrate the subtle tendancy of the mind and my observation of it, i can confirm that through cultural programming in my youth and the way i grew up unconsciously that my mind tends to bend reality to suit a desire of mine to become socially active. As well as double confirm that i would have indeed started a cult and been a cult leader with ideologies of fighting and raising consciousness on a worldly scale. 

although i was conscious of the source of the problem and the subliminal messaging sent to my mind, i never comprehended the full scale of it at a higher tier level. So the prospects came from the music i listened to, it fuelled my hero's journey substantially because! the prinicpals on which the foundations would have been built on WOULD be spritially gratifying for the individuals, in no means was it for myself (i did think) but now its a bit evident that i self-decieved myself. I have got allot of work to do and am most certainly immature at this point. 

To explain further ill just say the example straight up to eliminate confusion. I wanted to build schools to develop a better education systems, however, unconsciously i would have portrayed ideals of cult-ish behaviour through emphasism of "the good life", although this would have been a few years in the future, none the less i would have self-decieved myself. 

luckily :') i've learnt to let go of ideas, so i just laughed this off to be honest, the only downfall is i'm back to base one with my life purpose ahahaha. 

Did anyone else realise they may have been part of a cult? 

[Key Elements]

3 hours ago, Aakash said:

Did anyone else realise they may have been part of a cult? 

Luckily, that did not happen to me when I was younger. Someone at my university approached me saying to join her retreat, being very friendly too -- not so sure what that was about. She didn't even explain, just that it is relaxing, and it will take you closer to "God." I made the decision to turn away because I thought that it wouldn't benefit me in any way, not career wise, not in making $ in my interests, or anything like that.

Since you want to start schools, I would recommend that a person starts learning about stage orange entrepreneurship (of schools) and think about what is a green entrepreneurship, and go beyond that. Why do I say this? Because this friendship is interesting.  The guy who became president forgot to understand that his friend takes into consideration becoming a philanthropist (after stage orange) -- which is the start of stage green. He did help his sister, who is a monk, and learned a lot from her. Maybe I'm wrong, but the president's friend may not have developed himself fully and spiritually yet. I have yet to see that in full bloom.

[Aakash]

@Key Elements yeah i'm slowly learning the difference between orange/green/yellow/turquoise education and developing techniques to systematically handle a change. However! i would have been unconsciously pushing my own deception onto others! that i got from taking a fixed perspective on one matter/ issue. The friendship is definately interesting! but what i learnt from this video was that the deceptions runs much further than i thought personally. It was the deception of an authortarian leader (who may have been imaginary at first glance/ but still an enemy out there to fight) i think alot of other people too are locked into this paradigm! but they just aren't aware of it. 

This would have been my turquoise beliefs being pushed on them in a green sort of manner, the whole relationship would have been unhealthy but i am still most likely going to start the schools, i just need to let go of any unconscius dogmatic beliefs i still hold and for me that was definately being social injustice fighter ahaha 

I think by saying no you ended up closer to "god" lool  

[Aakash]

I've just contemplated more; it's not even like someone tried to recruit me! my own ego coopted it, itself. I overestimated my intelligence, my own narcassism created a truth bubble and decided what was best for other people. The music reinforced my own ideology of being the hero of my own story- i needed to justify my own reasons constantly so i kept listening to the music which i indoctored from my life before i started my spiritual/ during my spiritual journey. 

WOW! this is madness

[Aakash]

this is a song i listened to in 2010 and its 2019 loooool!