I cry when I'm high on weed

[ShugendoRa]

My last time I got high was from edibles anyone knows why I cry ? I cry about emotional stuff from my past I don't really remember what it was because of my ego trying to defend itself. I used to be an avid weed smoker in my high school days I didn't have any deep rooted emotional effects to it I was just high. Now since I'm more Into personal development, meditating everyday  and experimented with LSD, MDMA, and Shrooms I can see why this is. But  concerned why I get so emotion when I'm high on weed now. I get really sensitive and I act like I'm I'm crack I move involuntary even a simple car trip feels like a rollercoaster to me and social interactions seem impossible

Edited January 3, 2019 by ShugendoRa

[Aakash]

Makes you more in touch with your true self, tis all it does. just think about what you were thinking about, when you were crying and that should give you a grounding 

[kev014]

2 hours ago, ShugendoRa said:

I cry about emotional stuff from my past I don't really remember what it was because of my ego trying to defend itself.

As you probably already intuitively know, this is just emotional stuff from the past that you may not have been conscious/sensitive enough at the time to be aware of. Now that you are more aware as you've been developing yourself, this is being thrust to the forefront of your mind. Healthy and normal process, I've been going through the same thing the last few months.

[seeking_brilliance]

marijuana is great for making latent subconscious traumas bubble up to the surface. Great for healing. 

[Sahil Pandit]

@ShugendoRa Let yourself go. Let the tears roll. How deeply are you willing to feel the emotions? ALL the emotions, the nasty and the beautiful...

Let the emotions radically transform your connection to reality, and your connection to your higher self.

[zambize]

I've smoked for probably five years probably too much, it's a bad habit I allow because of the spiritual benefit. You have your inner/outer touch/sight/sound and you can count taste and whatnot, but there is some categories of senses you can lay out and weed allows you to kind of zoom in on one of them and kind of put the others to the side for a bit.  It's the same idea of how blind people are more in touch with their other senses. These reasons and my personal experience lead me to believe that for whatever reason weed is causing you to zoom in on your emotional body more, causing stronger emotions that without weed are subtle or even undetectable.  Dirt under the fridge is still dirt though, I would just smoke alone and feel everything you gotta feel as strongly as you gotta feel it and cycles like these tend to pass

[Sunil Kumar]

@ShugendoRa Buddy, its your unresolved emotions that are rooted in your subconscious mind. Try to process them, bear the emotional pain attached with it. You will grow by the process and it will make you a stable and well rounded human being. There is nothing bad about it.

[ShugendoRa]

@Joseph Maynor ive aten two edible chips bags containing high amounts of THC it was so uncomfortable but it helped me grow it think it was 300mg each bag if hot Cheetos edibles lol not the healthiest pick.