Struggling to take the next step (advice wanted)

[Slade]

So I have a goal of being at the Isha ashram in India by February or March, so I can focus on yoga for awhile. I have a few things I need to get done before hand and the primary one is to get a job and save up about $3k to be able to go. All I have to do is call a place I’ve applied to or go in and ask for a job, yet I feel resistance to doing it. I’m disappointed in myself because I’ve done way harder stuff before than ask for a job. I still have discipline for meditation, yoga, walking my dog, exercise, contemplation, and visualization. If I just got a job I feel like my life would be so much better and I’d feel a lot more satisfied being on my way to my goal. Maybe I just need to bite the bullet. Don’t hold back, if you think I’m being a little bitch then tell me. I need motivation!

[Eric Tarpall]

Maybe you can get donations somehow to fund the trip. People do that these days.