Crippling indecisiveness (college experience)

[Frank]

Hi guys,

if I feel apathetic about pretty much everything that was discussed in lectures and practised in laboratory courses for the past 3 years within my college program, is it a clear sign for me to drop it completely after finishing BSc (June 2019, 24 y/o in April) and go to work (with completely different focus and taste bunch of new things) or would it be more wise to pursue a major hoping something that interests me even a tiny little bit is gonna pop up?

Seems like everything I did in college so far I did with resistance and denial. I do get it that learning (and discovering) new things is a process of eating shit for a long time, but there is just no vision at the end.

Is 3 years enough for me to make a decision? Or should I be patient for 2 more years?

What is your take on this? Thanks for your answers!

Edited December 30, 2018 by Frank

[Leo Gura]

3 years is more than enough to time to learn that you don't like something. Clearly you ain't passionate about that.

You don't need to eat shit for a long time to know you're passionate about some subject.

What do you enjoy studying? What kind of projects excite you?

[Frank]

Couldn't even answer lots of the questions presented in the LP Course, guess I need to experiment for a couple of months/years to get the full benefit.

All I know for now is I want to be healthy, work out and focus on L/P and T/R work.

But even though I wasn't much of a reader back when I was a kid, I do like writing, it's hard. And I enjoyed not the content of what I've learned in college but the process of doing some kind of research and putting the pieces all together on paper.

Edited December 30, 2018 by Frank