did i become enlightened in my dream?

[Mezanti]

I was in a half asleep sleeping state, i remember very vividly the happening of the dream or whatever it was, i was standing in a dark room, and suddenly i felt the void with in my chest sucking me in, it felt peaceful at first, but then my heart started racing and i was in instant fear and shock a very primitive state i've felt a few times in my life, i felt like i was an animal being hunted, i woke up then. That day, i had the one of the shittiest days of this year, i completely disregarded my diet and ate freely, i was extremely angry throughout the day and irritable and got nothing done, i got myself in a lot of trouble..

I realize that this was a huge ego backlash, because my ego reached a point where it was about to die, and then it did everything possible not to, and that day it was trying to reinforce itself. 

do you think that this is really what happened to me? and how could i go about my enlightenment from here?

Edited December 29, 2018 by Mezanti

[karkaore]

@Mezanti dont buy into any of that

[Shin]

It's not your enlightenment.

It's enlightenment realizing itself.