Self-improvement, Meditation, Self-inquiry

[hikmatshiraliyev]

Hey guys.

I read this forum and watch videos about 2 months. But now, i feel stuck. 

I am new for self-improvement. I have not much success at relationships, money, fitness and stuff like that. I meditate 45 minutes a day, and it feels so bad. I can not observe my thoughts well, a lot of things come to my mind about different things, and i lose control. I don't know if i do it correctly or not. What do you think? Should i improve myself at other areas first? Or i should meditate and do self-inquiry too? Are they opposite? 

[okulele]

Keep meditating, but what is your greatest problem in life?

23 minutes ago, hikmatshiraliyev said:

a lot of things come to my mind about different things

You have stuff to solve? What is worrying you? Get your life straight and your meditation will become much, much easier.

[hikmatshiraliyev]

@okulele Life purpose, relationships, money, finding Truth. These 4 things are the main things i want to solve. When i meditate, there are a lot of thoughts and stories about them. I don't work on them because i think they are distractions of ego. But thoughts are very sticky. They come every day at my meditation sessions. I can not feel present because of thoughts at any moment of the day.