90-Day NoFap Reboot !

[TheAvatarState]

Day 3:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 3

Sexual thoughts/urges: 4

Self-esteem: 4

Social confidence: 4

[TheAvatarState]

Day 4:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 3

Sexual thoughts/urges: 4

Self-esteem: 4

Social confidence: 4

[TheAvatarState]

Day 5:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 4

Sexual thoughts/urges: 4

Self-esteem: 3

Social confidence: 3

[TheAvatarState]

Day 1:

Energy: 2

Awareness: 2

Sexual thoughts/urges: 2

Self-esteem: 3

Social confidence: 3

 

Got 3 hours sleep the previous night. Slept 12 hours that night lol.

Day 2:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 2

Sexual thoughts/urges: 2

Self-esteem: 3

Social confidence: 3

[Bodhidharma]

Hey dude, keep it up. I really understand this falling and getting up business, I've had a pretty cushy life and my discipline is non-existent for that. I think I've been trying to meditate regularly for 3 years and failed so much already, but I'll never quit. Never.

(I really like seeing Naruto's videos to keep inspiration, maybe you have someone of your own)

[TheAvatarState]

@Bodhidharma Thank you for the support! In the same vein, I'd say many of the characters of Avatar the Last Airbender give me similar courage and inspiration. Yeah, it's hard coming from a cushy life with no discipline. Really fucking hard...

[TheAvatarState]

On the Turning Away. Valentine's Day. Made some huge changes in my life, this is it. 

Day 1:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 3

Sexual thoughts/urges: 3

Self-esteem: 3

Social confidence: 3

[TheAvatarState]

Day 2:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 4

Sexual thoughts/urges: 3

Self-esteem: 3

Social confidence: 3

 

Went on a hike for the first time in months... Absolutely beautiful day! My goal is to get outside with intent every day and hike at least 3 times a week. I gain energy and life-essence from nature. I'm deeply connected with it, and I see this as a positive force in overcoming my ailments. 

Edited February 17, 2019 by TheAvatarState

[TheAvatarState]

Day 3:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 4

Sexual thoughts/urges: 6

Self-esteem: 3

Social confidence: 3

 

Oof, this day was tough. Constant sexual thoughts. I probably thought about naked women for half the day. I just have to realize that I've been way too spoiled, stuffing myself with cake, so to speak, for most of my life with no effort. The gluttony has to stop. Fuck this is hard.