90-Day NoFap Reboot !

[TheAvatarState]

Day 2:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 3

Sexual thoughts/urges: 2

Self-esteem: 3

Social confidence: 3

[TheAvatarState]

Day 3:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 3

Sexual thoughts/urges: 2

Self-esteem: 3

Social confidence: 3

[Leonid]

@TheAvatarState Man I would recommend you to read the book by Terence Gorski, 'Staying sober'. It really opened my eyes on Post-Abstinential syndrome and how to cope with it (which we does when NoFap)

[TheAvatarState]

@Leonid I’ll look into it, thanks!

Day 4:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 3

Sexual thoughts/urges: 2

Self-esteem: 3

Social confidence: 3

 

Oof. Lots of shit happening. It'll take a while to get where I need to go, but I'm strapped in for the ride!

[Leonid]

Great man @TheAvatarState  keep it up. I'm on my 14th day. Way more aware when I used to, but certainly not a Super-Human. 

More energy, do sport every day, but it's not like all my problems melted away when I stopped masturbating 

[TheAvatarState]

Day 5:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 3

Sexual thoughts/urges: 2

Self-esteem: 3

Social confidence: 3

[TheAvatarState]

Day 6:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 3

Sexual thoughts/urges: 2

Self-esteem: 3

Social confidence: 3

[TheAvatarState]

Day 7:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 3

Sexual thoughts/urges: 3

Self-esteem: 3

Social confidence: n/a

[TheAvatarState]

Day 8:

Energy: 4

Awareness: 4

Sexual thoughts/urges: 3

Self-esteem: 4

Social confidence: 4

[TheAvatarState]

I wasn't able to post the last couple days because of problems with how my phone and PC were responding to this site, but rest assured, I've stayed strong! If you're reading this, thank you for the support. This is big stuff for me!

 

Day 9:

Energy: 4

Awareness: 4

Sexual thoughts/urges: 3

Self-esteem: 4

Social confidence: 4

 

Day 10:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 3

Sexual thoughts/urges: 4

Self-esteem: 4

Social confidence: 4

 

Day 10 was yesterday. It was definity an "off" day. I have set my expectations properly this time, and I completely anticipate feeling moody and down in the dumps for at least another 2 weeks. I get it. 

[TheAvatarState]

Day 11:

Energy: 4

Awareness: 4

Sexual thoughts/urges: 2

Self-esteem: 4

Social confidence: 4

[TheAvatarState]

Day 12:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 4

Sexual thoughts/urges: 4

Self-esteem: 3

Social confidence: 4

 

I only slept 5 hours last night, so I felt pretty shitty. I noticed that I've become more sensitive to sleep patterns since I've been sleeping better and more regularly...

Edited January 14, 2019 by TheAvatarState

[TheAvatarState]

Day 13:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 3

Sexual thoughts/urges: 3

Self-esteem: 4

Social confidence: 4

[TheAvatarState]

Day 14:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 3

Sexual thoughts/urges: 4

Self-esteem: 4

Social confidence: 4

 

Day 15:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 3

Sexual thoughts/urges: 3

Self-esteem: 4

Social confidence: 4

[TheAvatarState]

Day 16:

Energy: 2

Awareness: 3

Sexual thoughts/urges: 3

Self-esteem: 3

Social confidence: 3

 

Didn't get much sleep. Feel REALLY fucking down in the dumps. Fuck this whole thing! (not really, that's just the mind state I'm at right now. Shit is difficult).

[TheAvatarState]

Day 17:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 3

Sexual thoughts/urges: 3

Self-esteem: 4

Social confidence: 3

[TheAvatarState]

At the end of day 18, relapse.

I'm gonna make it longer than 18 days next time! New record, let's go!! That's only 2 relapses in over a month, that's amazing progress for me! Gonna carry the momentum forward.

[TheAvatarState]

Day 1:

Energy: 2

Awareness: 3

Sexual thoughts/urges: 2

Self-esteem: 3

Social confidence: 3

 

Day 2:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 3

Sexual thoughts/urges: 4

Self-esteem: 3

Social confidence: 3

[TheAvatarState]

This post is for yesterday, 2-1. The beginning of my new nofap streak. So after two 2+ week streaks, my longest ever, my ego had to retreat to "lick its wounds" so to speak. I've relapsed probably 5 times in the past week, but now I'm going hard-core again to try to run the whole 90 days. I learned and grew a lot since starting this journal, so here we go!!  

Day 1:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 3

Sexual thoughts/urges: 4

Self-esteem: 4

Social confidence: 4

 

Saw the hottest girl I've ever seen (only at work) today. Straight 10/10 blonde, yoga pants with literally out of this world ass... T R I G G E R E D. And on the first day of my streak? I took it as a sign, lol. You know what's even funnier, I calculated what would be my 90th day if I kept up this streak, and it falls on Dwayne Johnson and David Beckham's birthday! Yeah, the two that are constantly voted the sexiest men alive... Another sign. Gotta get my shit together so I can crack a cold one with the boys on day 90. I want my superpowers!!

[TheAvatarState]

Day 2:

Energy: 3

Awareness: 3

Sexual thoughts/urges: 4

Self-esteem: 4

Social confidence: 4