I'm positive and alive

[Baotrader]

Hi everyone, I'm back from my project. I'm well paid from it. It's not a big amount of money but enough for my family and me to live more comfortably for at least 5 months. I've got myself rid of suicidal thoughts completely.
Thank everyone again for having care for me. I've read all comments in goodbye actualized.org thread. 
I might have to put off enlightenment for a while. I'll focus on finding a life purpose first because right now everything I do is to make ends meet not because of passion. I've not found one even though I'm 25 already. Gotta do it now or I might get lost.
Thank everyone again

[purerogue]

Good luck ! 

[Salvijus]

This forum is something else...

Welcome back

[seeking_brilliance]

Glad you are feeling better!

Just curious, is this an ongoing pattern of dark/happy thoughts?  Would you attribute the project being over to feeling much better? Or did these suicidal thoughts take you by surprise? 

Edited December 15, 2018 by seeking_brilliance

[Baotrader]

Suicidal thoughts have been with me for so long. I might have to work on them seperately