The battle between heart and the self (fear)

[Shin]

Please don't,

You'll bait me right into it if it does

[Charlotte]

What do you mean shin bait you right into it? 

[allislove]

Hi, Charlotte.

I was reading your post where you were writing about microdosing and, probably, going to try full dose. That post inspired me to try a full dose of LSD. I am curious if you tried it and what was your experience if you did. Pardon my English. 

[Charlotte]

@dimitri Hi there. First of all there's nothing wrong with your English, it's brilliant. 

Did you do the full dose? 

I haven't actually had LSD I use mushrooms but I'm struggling to find accommodation to do my trip due to the time of season, everywhere is fully booked. I'm still actively looking though. No doubt when I do do it I will be reporting on here ?

[Shin]

25 minutes ago, Charlotte said:

What do you mean shin bait you right into it? 

 

I won't be able to stale for very long if my best friend awaken.

[allislove]

17 minutes ago, Charlotte said:

Did you do the full dose?

Yes, I tried 125ug of LSD for the first time one week ago. That was the day. Thanks to my friend who supported me during a trip and provided the ideal environment for the tripping (like a clean room, good music, good food). The weather  was good too. Funny, at the end of the trip I decided to buy a flight ticket and fly to a homeland.

Edited April 29, 2019 by dimitri

[Shin]

 

 

I'm doing it right now bitch.

I'm gonna be first

 

 

[Charlotte]

@dimitri @dimitri Awesome! How was the trip? Wow! That's amazing! 

@Shin uh huh

[Charlotte]

Today was not the day but that's okay. I did not microdose either. Ego backlash came in big time. 

I've also been contemplating some from what might seem, simple yet overlooked topics (to me) Happiness. I 'thought' I knew what this was. I've identified a certain type of emotion with a label and lived by that for years. This came about whilst watching Leo's latest episodes. 

Once you start realising the things you have been taking for granted where based on belief you wonder what else there is. It all comes up when it's ready to be observed. Leo, I don't know how to thank you ♥️

[allislove]

@Charlotte that was challenging and amazing, amazing and challenging. Music and berries are really special on LSD. It was quite beneficial to me, I think. I had an internal dialog about my life and it was nice to see the reality from another angle. I think I became more open-minded.   

[Charlotte]

@dimitri Oh wow! That's amazing. Do you plan on doing another?

[allislove]

@Charlotte I do not know. LSD is a great tool and I would like to do a full dose once per year or two. The same as Vipassana retreat − once per year or two.

Edited April 30, 2019 by dimitri
I removed too much of shared info related to 5-Leo-DMT.

[DrewNows]

@dimitri“5-Leo” ? 

@CharlotteI am curious do you experience any sort of hullicanations or seeing with eyes shut micro-dosing? 

Btw definitely envious of that last workshop, great share ?

 

[Charlotte]

@DrewNows Sometimes when microdosing and walking in nature I close my eyes. It doesn't feel like I am closing anything off by closing my eyes, only strengthening the connection to nature/energy. Does that make sense?

[DrewNows]

yea I guess so. Could you take a nap? 

 

[Charlotte]

@DrewNows what do you mean? 

[DrewNows]

14 minutes ago, Charlotte said:

@DrewNows what do you mean? 

On a day you micro-dose would you be able to take a nap in the middle of the day like if you were behind on sleep or something 

[Charlotte]

Definitely yeah 

[DrewNows]

16 minutes ago, Charlotte said:

Definitely yeah 

Awesome ?

[Charlotte]

@DrewNows no worries dude you thinking about doing it?