Mystical experience and Dreams

[Annoynymous]

I was and am thinking about having a mystical experience,  because i think it will lift me up from my suffering and i deeply want that. I was thinking about how to get that experience.

Today at 3:00 pm, i fell asleep for a while. I was having some weird dreams. Although i do not fully remember them. But there are some things that i remember which draw attention of my curious mind.

I saw in dream that i was deeply wanting to have mystical experience. Suddenly the place where i was sleeping began to move right to left and i feel dizzy. I thought in my dreams i am loosing my mind.

After that i felt that something inside of me telling me that you will now begin with your mystical experience. Suddenly in my dream everything was stopped and i could hear a deep bothering sound. That sound was getting louder and my heart began to beat faster. I was losing my mind and i felt joy that the experience is about to begin.... But when it started to go deeper i felt resistance and i somehow also felt that the resistance was coming within me. I was like nooooooooo please dont stop the experience, but it stopped anyway and i was awake.

What do you think about it guys? Feel free to share your perspective.

[Sahil Pandit]

@Annoynymous Are you journaling about these experiences? It's helpful because you can index them for later reference. 

Some dreams are like that, a lot of resistance and then you wake up, confused and questioning what it was about. At least now, you have a clue as to where this is leading. 

[AlwaysBeNice]

Dreams are amazing, and crazy, every has them, they are always quite profound, especially the earliest ones, yet we don't tend to be deeply enough  of ourselves to be aware of them, like a secret mystical second life that everyone just has but forgets every single day ^^

[RendHeaven]

I've never had an "awakening" while awake (haha) but I've had many dreams actually where I would go nondual.

[purerogue]

Only thing I can say about it is that you woke up because you were in deep sleep and as soon as your body feels to much threat it wakes up, it is rather difficult to maintain deep sleep because of it, that is why it is better if you want to try dream approach to be in semi dream state where it is easier to control it and you can experience things with less resistance.