online girl

[SageModeAustin]

I fell in love with a girl I met online (never heard or seen her besides pictures) 
we talked for almost a year 

we were supposed to facetime this month, but she made an excuse again so now its pretty much over. 

I am pathetic because something similar to me happened with another online girl 

this is my ocd compulsion post. I hate my life. 

[non_nothing]

You are making progress that's all the matters. Not the pain you're feeling right now. It doesn't mean pain does not exist. you have to go through it. Meditation will help you to guide you for sure. Schedule a 40 minute meditation session for yourself. Choose to do it, and help yourself.

[ajasatya]

@SageModeAustin be honest to yourself and face your insecurities.

why do you fear meeting people irl?

[Hello from Russia]

Meeting girls in real life is much more fun anyway and you'll meed different girls than in internet

[Equanimitize]

On 11/28/2018 at 11:49 PM, SageModeAustin said:

I am pathetic because something similar to me happened with another online girl 

this is my ocd compulsion post. I hate my life. 

Meditation would be your best bet to build your awareness muscle. Once you start practicing your awareness, you can get rid of these hurtful and damaging words towards yourself-as you know your words become your reality. 

You are here and now right now-that in of itself is a miracle. Have some compassion for yourself Man-take it easy. Treat yourself like you would your best friend or someone that you love deeply.