Ego panic attacks

[purerogue]

I don't think that it was even panic attack, when feelings reach very high states, they might seem as panic attack, but she should know better, if she says she had plenty of panic attack in her life and it was different, then it probably was not panic attack. 

[Charlotte]

14 minutes ago, Nahm said:

Panic attacks will not be resolved with thinking, evidenced by the lack of any person to do so scientifically speaking, and also evidenced by the sheer debilitating power of a panic attack. 

It’s simple, but a big recontextualization: 

What does the panic attack say?

It says, “I don’t care what important things you have to do, I don’t care about your obligations to others, I don’t care about your bills, or your job - I don’t care about any of that. You have not been putting your experience first, you have not been putting you first. You’ve been trying to “solve problems” for a long time, you will acknowledge the only way to happiness, is putting how you feel first, then proceeding. You will learn this now. I love you so deeply, I can not watch this go on for another minute.”

Sit. Bawl. Release.

Care about how you feel. It is unwise, proceeding without love / being. What would even be the point?

That is the point. You. Happy. 

That’s it. That’s all.

How much love is there for you, that unseen powers can drop you to your knees until you acknowledge this? 

Infinite.  

 

[Nahm]

@Charlotte ❤️

[Shin]

6 hours ago, Preetom said:

According to daddy Mckenna, that's one of the built-in mechanisms of Maya to prevent you from making the jail break.

In this case, it would be better to inquire that if you really 'do' anything right now...where is this 'doer' that is seemingly gluing it all together? 

You think I didn't try to do that ? 

[Preetom]

7 hours ago, Shin said:

You think I didn't try to do that ? 

well have you found that Mr. doer?  

I'm intellectually convinced that the 'I' is totally redundant, it never really serves a function. except for maybe providing ego gratification and the subsequent suffering that comes with it.

[Anna]

Thank you guys for the answeres.

After thinking about this deeply, I guess "panic attack" was not the right term. We don't have to be fussy here, this "feeling" is hard to describe and communicate.

Many of you gave me profound insights and I see what I have to work on.