Anyone else still resonating with certain aspects of the lower stages?

[EternalForest]

I'm pretty confident I'm at stage green, working hard to transcend into yellow. I've watched all the Spiral Dynamics videos (blue, orange, green, yellow, turquoise, etc.) and have done a lot of supplementary reading and reflected back on how I've evolved through my life. I was definitely blue as a child, heavy orange as a teenager and throughout my early 20s (20 to 22) I've reached green, so I don't think this is a matter of mis-categorizing my level. As Leo said in his last video, society did a lot to help with this.

But there's still something about stage blue and orange that resonates with me. It feels like a home I want to run back to. There's almost a certain "purity" or "safety" or feeling of "home" when I think of these stages. The emotions of accumulating money, business, success and achievement, religion and tradition still come up for me a lot and I feel like they're so much easier for me to latch onto than yellow, which seems far off. Listening to blue/orange speakers especially gets this "long lost resonance" going so to speak. Not saying there aren't good aspects to blue and orange I shouldn't take with me to yellow, there are. But why does it feel so easy to run back "home" to blue and orange?

[Brittany]

I resonate with all of the stages (even beige when I was in the hospital and could barely move haha).

[Leo Gura]

@EternalForest Stockholm syndrome