Started getting random bursts of feeling of dread and panic attacks.

[Bernard]

I'm trying to figure out what is happening and seeking to find solutions to my problem.

Ever since my last LSD trip(a week ago) I've been getting random panic attacks along with bursts of hurt/dread feeling for no reason and now I'm just wanting to make it stop. 

Anyone has any idea what's happening and how I get back to my usual self, or evolve past it, get over it?

I get that's ultimately for me to find out and perhaps it would help if I talk through it but there aren't many people who I can speak with that would understand so I'm attempting to create a dialog here.

Thoughts? Suggestions? And yes its happening now.

[non_nothing]

 

 

[Bernard]

@non_nothing Thanks for sharing this. Hes pleasant to listen to

 

[Bernard]

I also am trying to figure out an additional thing that is happening that I think might be triggering it.

It feels like I care less about the physical reality, and at times not at all. Its like my consciousness/awareness expanded/elevated or simply bot fully present any more and it scares me. That could ve the trigger.

What exactly is happening? Why am I here and not here at the same time? Will I come back?

Please someone enlighten me on whats happening

[non_nothing]

35 minutes ago, Bernard said:

I also am trying to figure out an additional thing that is happening that I think might be triggering it.

It feels like I care less about the physical reality, and at times not at all. Its like my consciousness/awareness expanded/elevated or simply bot fully present any more and it scares me. That could ve the trigger.

What exactly is happening? Why am I here and not here at the same time? Will I come back?

Please someone enlighten me on whats happening

Nothing is happening actually. The dilemma is what you're feeling is very real. But the ego/mind thinks that it's having attacks thus your body feels attacked. I'd very recommend watching long hour satsangs by mooji. People on there usually having similar experiences as you do.

[non_nothing]

I'll be watching this satsang tonight. I invite you to watch the same

 

[Bernard]

@non_nothing Thanks for sharing the video. Unfortunately everytime I'm remined of my state I end up feeling horrible. Not sad. But more like my feelings are extremely hurt and fear.

I'll give it a shot though 

 

[non_nothing]

Just now, Bernard said:

@non_nothing Thanks for sharing the video. Unfortunately everytime I'm remined of my state I end up feeling horrible. Not sad. But more like my feelings are extremely hurt and fear.

I'll give it a shot though 

 

Video starts about at 17, you can skip to 17 after 4. Try to last till the end of video.

[Hellspeed]

Buy Bloodstone Gems and Ground yourself. I also use a copper wire that I placed in the ground outside (i live in a house), or you can use the ground socket in the power lines at your home, it is just amazing. 

And the most important learn to get in touch with Muladhara chakra. 

something like this:

 

Edited November 14, 2018 by Hellspeed