Struggle with going deep in certain subjects

[Ampresus]

Hello everyone. My struggle is that I don't know if I should go deep into certain subjects. For example: I am interested in communism and different religions. However I haven't even found my life purpose, forgot what mindfulness means, have no clue what self-inquiry means etc. I think you can see that I am in need of self-improvement. I would love to find my life purpose, but at the same time learn about my old religion. Any advice?

[Hellspeed]

Focus on Breath, no need for anything else really. 

[Sahil Pandit]

@Ampresus Set aside "x" amount of time alone and in a quiet place. Write down the topics you mentioned in a journal/on paper and start connecting them to your direct experience.

What's the most important right now for you and where you're at? 

[B_Naz]

I think you need to focus on life-purpose first. @Sahil Pandit 's suggestion is amazing at getting you started and you should definitely do it. Hell, I'm going to do it now, because I haven't been in a quiet place for a while

You need to find a path and stay on that path. Then everything will connect!