Having problems learning for school and combining self-inquiry

[Nadosa]

Hey,

so I've been going to school lately but since we are supposed to learn for exams, I get these thoughts of "do I really need this?" and especially feeling weird for "who" I learn. It feels like it is for "me", we all know there is no "I" as we thought there is. Other thoughts are "am I able to remember this stuff? WHO learns and remembers?" This all is a bit triggering though because I havent found a comfortable place in my mind yet. So in the end, I can't learn because those are thoughts that trouble my sense of identity whereas I should be focusing on learning.

Edited October 25, 2018 by Nadosa