I can't bridge the gap between my motivation for spirituality & love

[Soulbass]

My motivation for a "spiritual practice" right now, is personal gain / power.

It seems I can't find a sustainable "anchor" for love / light, if that makes sense.

Should I embody this (lower) aspect of my psychology ?

I know that there is no one to be in competition with, because I am 1 (internal & external are the same).

But, I'm afraid to loose myself into the dance, and surrender to love / light / being / presence.

I can't w8 for the shadow work episode.

Edited October 20, 2018 by Soulbass

[Jack River]

25 minutes ago, Soulbass said:

My motivation for a "spiritual practice" right now, is personal gain / power.

Psychological time. The killer of the spiritual/love 

[Jack River]

27 minutes ago, Soulbass said:

It seems I can't find a sustainable "anchor" for love / light, if that makes sense.

Maybe don’t seek out love/light, but understand the nature of fear/darkness. Come to the positive through understanding the negative. 

[Soulbass]

Thank you @Jack River Pure wisdom

[Jack River]

2 minutes ago, Soulbass said:

Thank you @Jack River Pure wisdom

It’s all you dude ?

Edited October 20, 2018 by Jack River

[Forestluv]

@Soulbass Leo’s recent video on Love is really good

[Jack River]

Remember though love comes in the purity of silence. That cannot be understood in any other way. 

[thehero]

@Serotoninluv I'd say its world-class. My God