From the perspective of a teen who doesn't understand

[Zigzag Idiot]

19 minutes ago, Ampresus said:

I am done being confused with where I am on some sort of Spiral or what Nothingness and God have in common. Basics first.

 

That's wisdom in and of itself!

[Ampresus]

26-06-19
Yes so basically she procrastinated the date AGAIN. I am done chasing her.

There is another girl which seems to like me from my class, so I will focus on socializing with her a lot.

I am meditating consistently! 10 minutes a day! I am planning to do this every morning.

 

[Ampresus]

02-07-19
+ I am meditating almost everyday
+ I am meditating almost every morning}
+ Socially I am doing alright (no cry-attacks and depressing thoughts)

- Still watching porn...
- Falling back to old habits (gaming a lot)
- MY BOOK HAS SO MANY PAGES

[Ampresus]

05-07-19
I am almost consistently meditating 10 minutes every morning and reading is getting more and more exciting. I think I am starting to move forward again. Although I will post a topic about if suffering with meditation is a good or bad thing. More on that in the Meditation sub-forum.

Still watching porn unfortunately... oh and the test week ended.

I am planning to do shamanic breathing on my favourite song: Droopy likes your Face. That is gonna be a fun ride.

[Ampresus]

15-07-19
I have been gone for too long, I have noticed.

Meditation is going well. I am doing 10 minute-morning meditations every single day. I hope it is working.

I am trying to quit porn again (this will be the fourth day without it). Many impulses and temptations have approached me, but I have slain them all so far.

Abraham Lincoln's story is really interesting. I am definitely enjoying his biography.

My biggest obstacles are: porn, gaming, not socializing, not having a hobby, spending too much time in my mancave and not trying yoga.