Heroic Notes

[Robert]

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 12

Did not work on mind, body, or life purpose

-3 points

 

-16/200 points earned

3/3 free days remaining

[Robert]

Today I'm gonna do everything I can to prepare for tomorrow as The 200-Day Challenge continues. -19 points won't stop me. In fact, it will make me work harder. I'm excited to make up those days and get back to the positive numbers.

Let's get ready again. Charge!

[Robert]

I can go the distance because it's all about the climb!

[Robert]

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 13

Did not work on mind, body, or life purpose

-3 points

 

-19/200 points earned

3/3 free days remaining

[Robert]

I can't wait to learn more about myself tomorrow. I can't wait to continue writing my screenplay. I can't wait to go to the gym!

Personal development is actually fun.

[Robert]

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 14

Worked on mind, body, and life purpose

+1 point

 

-18/200 points earned

3/3 free days remaining

[Robert]

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 15

Worked on mind, body, and life purpose

+1 point

 

This is hard, I'm not gonna lie. Very challenging. The script, the contemplations/meditations, even exercising. Challenging but fun at the same time.

 

-17/200 points earned

3/3 free days remaining

[Robert]

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 16

Worked on mind, body, and life purpose

+1 point

 

-16/200 points earned

3/3 free days remaining

[Robert]

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 17

Worked on mind, body, and life purpose

+1 point

 

Today I think I found the thesis for my script. Tomorrow I'm probably gonna explore this potential thesis even more and see if it makes sense. Then I'll have to make sure my thesis holds weight.

This is really hard. Really really hard. I never wrote a screenplay before and never finished writing a story in my life except for when I was a little kid in elementary school. Wow.

But this is also fun. The feelings I get from writing the story are almost beyond words it seems. It's true passion, I know for sure. Definitely a lot of excitement. Occasional fear when thinking of where I am now and eventually having to submit the finished product somewhere. I get tears of joy pretty much everyday, though.

We'll keep going! 

 

-15/200 points earned

3/3 free days remaining

[Robert]

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 18

Worked on mind, body, and life purpose

+1 point

 

Wow, this is so hard but so fun at the same time. I'm mainly talking about the script. Sitting there for hours and dealing with all of these abstract ideas, complex techniques, etc. DIFFICULT!!!

My life purpose is to tell profound stories, so I have to make sure this story is PROFOUND. It will be if I just work hard enough! I need to do it!!! 

To be honest, though, I get a good feeling about this story. I seriously do. I get a good feeling. It's gonna be intense!!!

 

-14/200 points earned

3/3 free days remaining

[Robert]

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 19

Worked on mind, body, and life purpose

+1 point

 

-13/200 points earned

3/3 free days remaining

[Robert]

And if you desire to make a huge difference in the world, you must be hugely different from the world? 

[Robert]

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 20

Worked on mind and body, did not work on life purpose

-3 points

 

No life purpose work today. Just did whatever.

 

-16/200 points earned

3/3 free days remaining

[Robert]

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 21

Worked on mind, body, and life purpose

+1 point

 

-15/200 points earned

3/3 free days remaining

[Robert]

I missed my meditations and contemplations today. But I'll make them up after I work on my script, and then I'll go to the gym after that so I have everything done.

I'm not losing 3 points today. I will not give up!

[Robert]

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 22

Worked on mind, body, and life purpose

+1 point

 

I ended up doing meditation and contemplation AFTER storytelling, then I went and did my strength exercises. Everything ended up getting done.

Since I'm sure people are curious:

• The storytelling mostly comprised of me trying to figure out theme, message, and moral argument for the story. And this story is gonna be way deeper than anything Hollywood has ever produced, no exaggeration. So I have to remember to be as patient as possible. I'm aiming for something higher. Even though this is THE MOST DIFFICULT THING IV'E EVER DONE IN MY LIFE, I have to remember that I'm aiming for something higher. Something big!
• The meditations and contemplations were mostly about "absolute infinity," ego, thought, mind, story, meaning, and suffering. I'm focusing on sustained consciousess of more of the non-physical; deep, sustained awareness of the infinite reality. I want the greatest possible understanding of the paradigms required for me to sustain it as long as possible and to the deepest depth.
• The strength exercises were focused on my shoulders and core. I did the overhead press and sit-ups with weights.

The results were great as usual with this challenge. And I ended up succeeding and not losing 3 points like I mentioned earlier. Good job. We will continue tomorrow.

 

-14/200 points earned

3/3 free days remaining

[Robert]

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 23

Worked on mind, body, and life purpose

+1 point

 

-13/200 points earned

3/3 free days remaining

[Robert]

Kill or be killed.

[Robert]

This story is so hard to write. I already said this a million times but I'm gonna keep saying it because I'm not exaggerating. I'm making sure that I put GOLD on the page. 90-120 pages of GOLD. The best I can do!

Earlier in this journal I claimed to be a good storyteller, but TBH I'm not positive about that. I never completed a story and showed it to someone since I was a little kid. Maybe I suck.

[Robert]

ONENESS AND ABSOLUTE INFINITY

Stay aware of your connection to everything. We are one. Stay aware of all of God's creation, God's majesty. Reality is infinite.

One and infinite. Absolute. Whole.

Embody oneness and absolute infinity to live a life of the highest truth and beauty! ?