Strong "ah Ha" Moment After "understanding Emotions Part 1" Video

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I just completed the "Understanding Emotions Part 1" video and about halfway through, I had the oddest experience. It felt as if it was the first time I truly understood what Leo was saying. Before, I thought I had an idea and could visualize the person I could become, but the visualization was just a like a picture in my mind of my future self yet I couldn't "feel" how my future self would feel and couldn't "think" how my future self would think. Kind of like watching a complicated movie with no sound.

From right after watching it about 15 minutes ago to now, the feeling has dissipated but I can still feel some strong reverberations. At the time of the "ah ha" moment, it felt like "the answer" was on the tip of my tongue. It was like I could "feel" how my future actualized self would feel and could think how my future actualized self would think, but not 100%. Continuing on the movie analogy above, if before, there was no sound, now, the volume is on low. But I realized that by consistently and persistently following the advice in the videos, I will be turning the "volume up" slowly over time.

Can't wait to get up first thing tomorrow and re-watch the video, take detailed notes, and start taking action. I feel as if the "ah ha" moment was a glitch that allowed me to glimpse into the future, but I know that I cannot even comprehend what it would be like to become fully actualized. I "feel" as if I am more aware than I have ever been and the feeling is great. Can't wait to magnify the feeling and work my way towards enlightenment

Note: I have listened to multiple podcasts Leo has done on Enlightenment, but know that I need to work on the foundational parts first before graduating to the big leagues. I wouldn't expect myself to perform well at a professional sport if I had the skills of a middle schooler because I would probably get really injured. So even though Enlightenment is the end goal, I am focusing on taking baby steps. I think is the right approach to take, but I am definitely open to some feed back!

 

If you have gotten this far, I am very grateful for you reading and I hope you were able to follow along!