LSD micro dose and I became god.

[inFlow]

Not a native English speaker so heres my best:

Yesterday hit 50ug lsd. Felt the kick and then all kinds of interesting things occurred (as usual). Then I felt I need a smoke (been cig free for about 3 weeks now). I go outside, went to the local gas station and bought me a pack. Then I just went outside cause it had a beautiful view and a mini park nearby so I just stood there watching everything, the sky, the grass, the people that were driving through the gas station and I just looked where my mind will wonder off. Then I asked myself some questions like who am I, what am I, what is all this, how am I perceiving this right now. I think my mind somehow got all the answers for me. It was like I know everything, then I questioned myself how can I know this all? And them BOOM I felt like I'am god. Everything felt like it is just consciousness, but Im just a human perceiving everything through my own experience. Then I saw every bad thing that the ego created. EVERY. I just smiled for like 5mins and just repeatedly said to my self "that damn ego, that devil" and saw everything that was created by us was also somehow manipulated in a ego pleasing way. Also I saw the suffering of other people because of the ego. And then it clicked for me and I said - "Death is the most beautiful thing". You no longer suffer, you are free. Then I just went back home. Felt my ego coming back and just thought all evening how to get rid of it. But damn it's hard work and I feel the ego is resisting everything.

All this was on a micro dose. I seem to be able to go this deep without any struggles on little doses. Also some time ago I had some interesting experiences on weed also (sounds funny tho). Felt infinite love one time and infinite intelligence the other. The next day of infinite intelligence insight I felt very very conscious but it faded away bit by bit in the day time which made me sad. But I was listening to one of the mp3 leo was talking about the insights that kinda fade away when you get it, said it was normal, so I was like "great it's how it works".

Just wanted to share this with you.

[Leo Gura]

Yeah, that's how it goes.

Try a full dose

And start doing Kriya yoga. It will raise your baseline level of consciousness to micro dose levels and beyond.

[Girzo]

3 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

It will raise your baseline level of consciousness to micro dose levels and beyond.

Confirmed.

[SoonHei]

@Girzo how long did have you been doing kriya yoga for!?

 

And how long before you noticed changes in your baseline consciousness?

Edited October 5, 2018 by SoonHei
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[PsiloPutty]

Sounds completely cool. 50 mikes is bigger than a microdose, though. 

Your English is very good, by the way.   

[Girzo]

@SoonHei About a month. Instantly. Please, don't kill me. 

[SoonHei]

@Girzo sweet

 

where is your guide about how to do it?

 

any youtube videos you can link me to? thank you.

[Flammable]

@Girzo  Yeah, I was also wondering which book to buy from the list or which videos to refer to on youtube?

[Girzo]

I am not an authority on that matter. I've only read a few first chapters of J.C. Steven's book and it works.

[Violinpracticerdude]

NEVER take a psychedelic or spiritual experience literally, or you WILL get into a LOT of trouble and you WILL regret it. Don't listen to the Actualized.org cult, think for yourself.

[Psyche_92]

4 minutes ago, Violinpracticerdude said:

NEVER take a psychedelic or spiritual experience literally, or you WILL get into a LOT of trouble and you WILL regret it. Don't listen to the Actualized.org cult, think for yourself.

 

[SoonHei]

12 minutes ago, Violinpracticerdude said:

NEVER take a psychedelic or spiritual experience literally, or you WILL get into a LOT of trouble and you WILL regret it. Don't listen to the Actualized.org cult, think for yourself.

yes, you're right. don't believe it to be "true" it's just a changing of channels at near infinite speeds 

the real thing to realize is that this current state of yours is what the tv channel you're tuned into on your day-to-day

the real awakening and truth is to realize >>YOU<< are sitting on a couch watching all this happen

 

changing of channels does tell you one thing though - you are not what you think you are  

 

#NotMyBody
#NotMyMind

but i'm sure you meant something else, innit @Violinpracticerdude  

 

whatever it was you have believed - is just another tv channel you're now tuned into and are experiencing. 

you seem to have fallen in the same trap you're asking others not to fall into my friend  

 

[Violinpracticerdude]

16 minutes ago, Psyche_92 said:

 

As someone who practices the violin, that picture is neat!

[Jack River]

37 minutes ago, Violinpracticerdude said:

NEVER take a psychedelic or spiritual experience literally, or you WILL get into a LOT of trouble and you WILL regret it. Don't listen to the Actualized.org cult, think for yourself.

Experiences are not the point. Thats for sure. Is there a spiritual experience? And we must not be guided either. No one or no thing leads to what is. No causation dudes. 

Edited October 5, 2018 by Jack River

[i am I AM]

@Violinpracticerdude

What would you've said if it was an air violin?

What if it was only the words?

...or own mind as a vessel to create a realistic external matrix?

[Psyche_92]

18 minutes ago, Violinpracticerdude said:

As someone who practices the violin, that picture is neat!

You never played the violin, EVER.

[Violinpracticerdude]

27 minutes ago, Psyche_92 said:

You never played the violin, EVER.

Actually I do practice playing it.

[Leo Gura]

User @Violinpracticerdude has been banned because he is clearly not here to learn but to spread his materialist ideology.

[Nahm]

@Jack River I did not realize you were into the psychadelics. Interesting. 

[cetus]

10 minutes ago, Nahm said:

@Jack River I did not realize you were into the psychadelics. Interesting. 

@Nahm He's been coming around nicely. Is that what that is?