Self hypnosis sound/video, do you have any with : "you" having aresult ?

[Strikr]

ok word have no meaning I can't explain properly for your mind to grasb me, I'll only have a reflect on the word of the topic, it's non sense the answer I'll get.

it's even worst now that I know that no one as answers for anything..

Edited October 3, 2018 by Strikr
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[Rilles]

@Outer Can you recommend a good ASMR video/mp3?

[Strikr]

11 hours ago, Outer said:

ASMR can deactivate the DMN.

I'll add something to the topic, and would be glad to have insight or your guidance ( books, video, audiobook etc.. )

Yep I did a lot of it I like ASMR for a reason that he makes me feel really high without placebo ( I feel so so so relax with some video ), I even have a mic, and made some once ( but didn't post them ) The problem is like a drug, it start to loose the magic if I do it too much ( something like, or that's just me.. ) and as a musician I cannot listen ASMR all day, it's too much noise, so only for sleep.

 

it helped me more than meditation ( that I never practiced purely ) but I use to smoke and listen 4 hours of music eyes closed everyday for 2 years. ( only focusing on music and not my thought ) I m sure it changed my life as efficiently as meditation ( it's just my way of doing it ) ( music without vocal, trance music a lot, like psytrance or edm like )

my new focus :

- dream : subconscious : the impact of doing lucid dreaming ( and how to )

- mind programming / ( music frequency hypnosis )

- is thea a thing / how to use properly substance if I do ( as a musician ... )

- hypnosis on myself ( forget about death, fear, nihilistic topic ) does music with "frequency type: binaural and thing" does it really work ? or full placebo ?

- what yoga techniques/meditation for autistic kind of/adhd/weirdo/intp shit and get motivation

- why is it bad to be stimulated too much by society ? ( gaming, drug, etc.. ) is it a real thing ?

- I don't want to be "blank" I want to feel as good as I was on weed, but without it ( and if possible, even better than on weed ) -> weed isn't the same since LSD, different, it's more "psychedelic" than "highy" . Even know 2 month later, just sayin LSD, put me into a states of mind that have the taste of LSD in my mouth ( is it still in my brain ? ) I mean, I can have this feeling, looking at my hands, everything can looks dreamy, and weed really push me into this trance states now ( do not really makes me effective as I use to be on it ) what LSD changed into myself ? ( I m reading a book about meta programming and LSD .. to understand )

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those are the questions now in the back in my mind if I ask him what 's the trouble

 

I don't want to be out of trouble; Just want to choose my own. I don't want to be a monk or a shaman ( even if mystic told me that I was probably a shaman and a very emotional soul, like 3 different people that I feel good to be with told me so ( they was into psychedelic ) I used LSD because of one of them, ( not because of leo ) I wasn't really into psych when the first one told me that, so it sounded funny when they told me ) I used them; but not that much, 3 trip in 2 years. I Think it made me even more weirdo than before, but now I can handle it as a good thing, that's some form of victory I suppose over my mind, accepting the "me".

still fixing years of cannabis use for sleep ( more than a gram a day ), thinking about using CBD oil ( is it efficient ? ) I don't want to feel "good" I want to own my creativity and not being overtaken by it. ( or creativity is a product from stimulation ? )

maybe I m not that "stimulated" as everyone looked like a crazy zomby to me, since I m born ( I m a daydreamer walker, it's written from more than 50 teachers, through all my life ) too much dreamy, he doesn't focus ! ( if in america I would have been on adhd pills ) I've seen a psych 3 years ago, wanted to fill me up with more than 80 mg. ( because I told him 50 wasn't enough ) I just try to see how far they would go, psychiatry is a big rat trap ( to me ) I m not sure that adhd drug is a solution. I used it, but it created new forms of problems even worst than what I called "worst problem", thanks god I only used it for a year and it was already too much I suppose. ( I used less than 30 mg and always with weed )

 

Edited October 3, 2018 by Strikr

[Soulbass]

Indigo Aura - Overtone Alignment :

https://indigoaura.bandcamp.com/track/overtone-alignment-part-2-remixed

I can't stand ASMR, but I've done one once : exploring an abandoned ship with a 360 degrees mic. I haven't took time to upload it yet, since it's 1 Go size.

The few times I've smoked weed, I felt my mind going in circles (therefore my brain being damaged).

Neuroplasticity is possible at anytime.

Better recover from this, doing strong determination sitting (emotional labor).

In the past I was in a period where I always needed ambient music (Peter Kuhlmann's "FAX +49-69/450464" was my thing) but I've noticed it created melancholia and suffering. I think music have to be balanced with silence, and multiple kinds of music (tonal & atonal, rhythmical & a-rhythmical, various kind of emotions, digital & organic sounds, etc).

Sometimes a song just "click" and open my heart in 1 second, dunno why (it often have human voices).

For example stuff by Bruno Coulais, in this song he blended Tibetan vocals/sounds with a Gregorian chant band from Corsica. The result is totally new :

 

 

Edited October 3, 2018 by Soulbass