Breakthrough LSD Dose

[kev014]

Just got my hands on 4 tabs at 125 ug each. I've tripped LSD probably 10 times, micro dosed about 20, and had 3.5g's of shrooms maybe 15 times so I'm pretty comfortable at this dose. I've had a handful of partial ego deaths and probably twice experienced God (although I thought God was external speaking to/through me). I freaked out and totally resisted about a year ago when I felt my consciousness expanding into the clouds and surrounding valleys. Had a handful of experiences of feeling I am in a dream and I'm pretty comfortable with this. 

I'm hoping to really go far beyond the level that I've now gotten comfortable with as I've integrated my previous experiences pretty thoroughly, done the meditation practices and been studying the conceptual framework of non duality. I'm not sure if you can have a full breakthrough into Absolute Infininity and Infinite Intelligence and all that good stuff on LSD. Honestly, I think I'm just afraid as I know the annihilation that's coming that I previously resisted (and created a terrifying experience for myself). I'm contemplating taking 250 ug, any thoughts on if this is enough, too much, or if I should up it? I know I'm just in my head and that I need to fully surrender and face my fear of death, I just want to ease my mind going in to the trip in terms of the proper dosage. Any suggestions greatly appreciated.

[Shadowraix]

I'm sure you already know the basics to tripping. Good comfortable environment etc etc

You really can only do so much to prepare for such an experience. The rest comes up to you submitting to it.

Although I do want to note that dosages for profound experiences will vary widely among people. I've seen people say 400ug knocks them into another world yet ive had 500ug and could walk and talk. I was never put into my place until 1mg of lsd to which I was taught the intense mind shattering aspect of the substance.

So always make sure you have some gauge on how things scale for you as you go up in dose else you'll be caught with your pants down (metaphorically)

[Shadowraix]

@Joseph Maynor Good to note that the DMT amount in Changa makes a breakthrough difficult. Difficulty being on the DMT % in the blend. Possible, but may take some practice.

If you're looking to go all in then just DMT is the way to go. Changa would be a good introduction though.

[SgtPepper]

I feel like 3.5g of shrooms is close or equal to 250ug. 

When I did a high dose, I was extremely nervous to do it, and it ended up going really well. An hour after dosing, I wondered why I was anxious at all, I relaxed into it. 

It's better to believe that you will be okay, then that something may go wrong. 

Edited September 30, 2018 by SgtPepper

[FractalFlux]

I know you already know this, but the key is to surrender.
Words just cannot prepare you.
Me telling you that words don't prepare you doesn't prepare you...

The intensity, the weirdness, the implications...

The "breakthrough dose" varies from person to person and depends on your previous experiences. I recently had a pretty full on destructive experience with 200µg of LSD (which I shared on the forum, if you are interested in reading https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/25984-trip-report-the-taste-of-lsd/ ) 

250µg are without a doubt enough to shoot you beyond life and death.
Just lay down and surrender. There is nothing you can do, it just happens :-)