A few disclaimers... This is my first post, I joined here just to ask this. I only found this forum a few days ago, and it seems like a very active place. I have never meditated or studied or tried to attain "enlightenment" or "awakening".  I had a completely spontaneous enlightenment experience (or whatever you call it here, those who know, know that it can't be put it words) last year. I didn't even know what happened until I researched it online later. I have a detailed written account of the several hour event that most of you would not bother reading.    However,  during this event, there were times when I spoke words that were not initiated in my mind. There was no thought, then a millionth of a nano second later the words were spoken....the words were just spoken. There were certain thoughts and words that I could not put in my mind, nor say aloud. (Curse words)   At one point I was in a state of ecstasy,  convinced that something amazing was about to happen in the universe and was texting very crazy things in a group text. After a couple of texts, and the recipients responding that I must be on drugs, I tried to type to explain that I was serious, but when my thumbs went to type it there was something like a forcefield blocking them. I just sat back and thought.. No way this is really happening.... I finally got my thumbs on the phone and started typing but NOTHING would show up on the screen. I raked my fingers across the keys (it has physical keys) and nothing happened. I just gave up and put it in my pocket. It had not done that before, or since then. In retrospect I believe I was being protected from whatever I was going to type next. And also I believe this happened to prove to me that this was not all in my head. Thank you to anyone who takes time to read this and provide any thoughts on it. If there are no responses that is fine as well. I just want people to know that there is more than what goes on inside our minds regarding this.