I LOVE SELF-INQUIRY

[Rilles]

Sometimes Leo says; you dont want to do the work because you think its boring! I must be a lucky son of a bitch, the more i do this the more enjoyment i get, i love the struggle to find myself, its such a mindfuck. Dont get the wrong idea about this stuff, sitting down doesnt have to be boring. 

The more you pay attention to reality the more it rewards you with its beautiful twistedness. 

Edited September 19, 2018 by Rilles

[PsiloPutty]

Who is this "I" who loves self-inquiry? LOL, I'm totally kidding you.   

[Rilles]

I DONT KNOW! THATS THE MINDFUCK

 

 

 

 

a body is enjoying the sensation of looking for its source or something  

[Rilles]

44 minutes ago, Outer said:

That's self-inquiry in a nutshell. Forward.

It's good to keep reminding each other to self-inquire each other.

Yeah, and keep focus on that non-existent I at all times.

[Salvijus]

The mind says "but how that one can be seen? It's impossible" yet all that is happening inside unmoving awereness ?

Edited September 20, 2018 by Salvijus

[perlita]

I've been practicing it daily for the past six months, it's the craziest thing ever happened to "me". This week I had a pretty interesting shift with "the observer is the observed". Have been repeating it over and over again, such a mindfuck! 

Edited September 20, 2018 by perlita

[Leo Gura]

@Rilles Let's see how long at holds up

It's all fun and games until the ego realizes its head is actually on the chopping block and the axe is getting sharpened.

[Rilles]

@Leo Gura Haha, I was thinking that too... atleast for now its fun... 

[archi]

14 hours ago, Rilles said:

Yeah, and keep focus on that non-existent I at all times.

Like in meditation, I started to label/note ego once I catch it (being aware) doing its nasty stuff  . If the nature of ego is transient it vanishes naturally.

[molosku]

Who is having fun pretending it does not know itself?

[Rilles]

@molosku Thought.

 

 

 

but its a useful tool, ill throw away the chisel when its done carving itself. 

 

 

Edit: Thought said that  not me...

Edited September 20, 2018 by Rilles

[Rilles]

After a session: