My Sexual Energy Is A Demon

[SageModeAustin]

Ever since I started meditating, I noticed this awakening of sexual energy. It comes in waves, some days more than others. It's a very strong feeling, like a new life-form of energy inside of me. Anyone else experiencing or has experienced this from starting meditation? 

[Misagh]

This sounds like a Kundalini symptom to me. Don't try to paint the energy as a demon, it really is not. Just continue your meditation and eventually this sexual energy will merge with kunalini shakti, and strengthens it. I personally recommend you NOT spending this sexual energy and instead storing it. 

[YaNanNallari]

It is hard to give advice on these things, so I recommend taking a more general line of aiming to feel good. This way you should eventually solve any issues coming your way especially with some theory learning and such. And of course there's a chance you had parents, community etc that had suppressed sexuality and you seeing it might make you think it's demonic, but of course this might not be the case either, you'll figure it out

[Shin]

Don't worry, it will crash again.

Waaaaaaaaay down sometimes ?

[SageModeAustin]

@Misagh Interesting, you seem to be pretty educated on this topic. What does this kunalini shakti feel like once merged?

[Rinne]

@SageModeAustin Same over here