I AM THE DREAM WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME

[SaWaSaurus]

ITS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO HANDLE IM GOING TO EXPLODE

ITS JUST WAY TOO FUCKING MUCH

it's dying

by knowing this it's death

breath is guiding me

how to take it in stride?

how to walk with death?

I feel already falling asleep again

it's too much to look at

is it ok for me to be here?????

 

im unworthy

the moment before death is alweays now

it's so great that i want to forget

the inner calm that's always there

you are alone, there's only me

i was never dead to begin with

right... im death itself

 

to die and to live are the same thing

Edited September 13, 2018 by SaWaSaurus

[Shin]

No you're not.

Welcome home ?

[yawning_]

you exude worthiness, together we are/together we are not

 

"too much" leaves out the best parts, its infinite

 

yes, breath is the guide of all!  breathe deeper forever!!

 

all the best, bless

 

n̹̙̜͓͚̹̉ͣ̅̆̋̀̊ͬͯͯ̎̆̽̄̋ͫ̉̿ͅͅa͖̳̟̜̰͉͖̹̖ͪͪ̑ͬ̊͌m͕̪̠͍͇̲̺͎̤̬̳͔̺͇̫̞̔̈͗̓̊ͣͦ̄̇ͪ̍ͅa̘͚̼̥̞̗̪̘͖̗͓͉̱͎̔ͦ̾̇̽̋ͭs̪̖̫̖̳̜̼̗̼̜̺͉̮̭̩̼͍̬̳̈͒̈́̒ͤ̀t̰̞̻̙̐̅ͯ̍̈͒̉̓̔ͬe̩͓̟̰̍̓ͫͥ̓̂́̒̽̎ͦ

 

- yawning gap

[ajasatya]

2 minutes ago, Mikael89 said:

Man.. 

Maybe this enlightenment thing is just a bullshit psychosis thing?

why are you alive?

[ajasatya]

59 minutes ago, Mikael89 said:

59 minutes ago, ajasatya said:

why are you alive?

I don't know.

this "not knowing" can be terrifying for some people and that's why they start to investigate on this subject with their own hearts. most of them fail and decide to go on without touching Truth. a few of them succeed and encounter spiritual liberation.

but what is there to know!? it's not a concept nor a sequence of arguments and that's why it can't be explained.

it's a feeling of being as close as possible to the purpose of existence. it's being aware of the wonderful and magical mystery of this moment. it's a sense of huge wonder and respect for every aspect of Reality.

if you seek intellectual knowledge, enlightenment won't fulfill you.

Edited September 13, 2018 by ajasatya

[Shin]

29 minutes ago, ajasatya said:

it's a feeling of being as close as possible to the purpose of existence. it's being aware of the wonderful and magical mystery of this moment. it's a sense of huge wonder and respect for every aspect of Reality.

I think I can go with that.

Please send.

[ajasatya]

12 minutes ago, Shin said:

Please send.

almost there!