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[now is forever]

is this month not over yet? i can’t wait for the detox vid.

but as it is spring time i‘ll also try to do some spring cleaning starting tomorrow.

Edited March 20, 2019 by now is forever

[now is forever]

so i didn’t start with spring cleaning yet...

 

instead i‘m focusing on consistency as i was loosing out on that a little bit due to some traveling i did. so i‘m back at

• yoga routine - especially muladhara yoga - (i’ll probably do the whole chacras step by step) and i‘ll take the kria book up  again soon - also try to sprinkle in wim hof
• bullet journaling routine - where i put a list of routines i want to get a grip on and organise my day to day life - mixed with contemplations and note taking

Edited March 23, 2019 by now is forever

[now is forever]

also spring is here and sun is coming out - love berlin when the sun is shining.

it’s called fat B

Edited March 23, 2019 by now is forever

[now is forever]

just now a mantra formulated itself out of nowhere...(when i say nowhere i mean the nondual nowhere)

it’s nothing special but it’s a good one to remember.

try to know nothing but understand everything

it’s a tripled up yes. you can’t turn it around to: try to understand everything but know nothing or to: try to know everything but understand nothing - that would be dumb it’s very mathematical this sentence if you’d want to write it differently you’d need ( ).

i’m not a mathematician but if i’d need to find symbols for it i’d write it like this:

try to know ±0 but understand ∞

it doesn’t say much though about the numbers or words or points of contacts/touches inbetween.

it doesn’t say much about how much got substracted or added it doesn’t say much about how much got taken away or where gifted. although it says much about how difficult it is to start with a 0. (well because you are already ∞)

Edited March 25, 2019 by now is forever
it took a while...

[now is forever]

so i would change the sentence ...always dubbled up inside... to: always tripled up inside...

we are chaos trying to figure out ourselves but all we really want is spending a better time on earth, we in sense of all of us chaos.

so there are literally no chaots there is only chaos.

Edited March 25, 2019 by now is forever

[tsuki]

2 hours ago, now is forever said:

try to know nothing but understand everything

I like that sentence. It spells peace very well.
You could simplify it down to:

Know nothing, understand everything.

 

[now is forever]

6 minutes ago, tsuki said:

I like that sentence. It spells peace very well.
You could simplify it down to:

Know nothing, understand everything.

 

yes but that doesn’t tell much about the impossibility about it - i like to try more than to fail, it makes me stand up again and start at 0.

Edited March 25, 2019 by now is forever

[tsuki]

3 minutes ago, now is forever said:

yes but that doesn’t tell much about the impossibility about it - i like to try more than to fail.

Yeah, it's your mantra. It's perfect as you wrote it.
I'm done trying and I'm doing it. Now it the time.

[now is forever]

38 minutes ago, tsuki said:

Yeah, it's your mantra. It's perfect as you wrote it.
I'm done trying and I'm doing it. Now it the time.

yes die trying 

and it might be yours. you forgot a k.

Edited March 25, 2019 by now is forever

[Zigzag Idiot]

4 hours ago, now is forever said:

 

try to know nothing but understand everything

 

Quite similar to a Buddhist definition of wisdom if I'm remembering it correctly. Wisdom is understanding silence.

 

2 hours ago, now is forever said:

yes but that doesn’t tell much about the impossibility about it - i like to try more than to fail, it makes me stand up again and start at 0.

A Contemplative Christian monk was once asked what they do at their Monestary.

He said, "We fall down and then we get back up again."

[now is forever]

@Zigzag Idiot thank you, you are flattering me with your comparisons. i‘m not that modest though  

perfectionism is hard to come by with a chaotic personality. especially with a chaotic demand to express oneself with words.

Edited March 25, 2019 by now is forever

[Zigzag Idiot]

My aim wasn't simply flattery. Your comments naturally brought the comparisons to mind. As someone who tends to think abstractly and has grown to appreciate a Chaotic approach, I feel like a walking contradiction being a Virgo, who are supposed to have a high tendency for perfectionism. 

[now is forever]

50 minutes ago, Zigzag Idiot said:

My aim wasn't simply flattery. Your comments naturally brought the comparisons to mind. As someone who tends to think abstractly and has grown to appreciate a Chaotic approach, I feel like a walking contradiction being a Virgo, who are supposed to have a high tendency for perfectionism. 

perfectionist in being very detailed/explicit or does the suppose mean you don’t see yourself as a perfectionist? 

i must say in accepting the chaos more as a natural order i can let go of perfectionism much more again and also funny as it is i start to handle the chaos better by accepting it. i‘m an aquarius so that fits. i can also see perfectionism in chaos and know i am able to use it to create magic in space until true chaos takes over. it’s still difficult to let go of the controller inside of me.

Edited March 25, 2019 by now is forever

[now is forever]

3 hours ago, Zigzag Idiot said:

Chi = Kundalini = Prana = Kundabuffer = imagination 
Chi = Kundalini + 3 Centered Awareness = Holy Prana 

 

thank you @Zigzag Idiot especially for the 3centered awareness!

and also especially for the kundabuffer i‘ll make them tomorrow for dinner maybe. all veggie.

they call them heaven and hell because they are made of apples from the ground (potatoes) eaten with mashed apples from the sky.

Edited March 26, 2019 by now is forever

[Zigzag Idiot]

Heaven and hell sounds like it would go good with a little ketchup ??‍?

[zambize]

6 minutes ago, Zigzag Idiot said:

Heaven and hell sounds like it would go good with a little ketchup ??‍?

This made me laugh

[now is forever]

catchup said mama tomato ? 

http://www.innerfrontier.org/Practices/3-Centered Presence Meditation.htm

but i don’t think ketchup would go with the apple sauce so good - actually the potato pancakes are fried and greasy as hell - so it’s not really clean eating. i would post the recipe - but maybe better not.

Edited March 26, 2019 by now is forever

[now is forever]

@Zigzag Idiot the 3centered presence meditation is a really good recipe by the way. just did it and will certainly repeat it.

but can someone tell me how to switch the heart off after reactivating it? 

Edited March 26, 2019 by now is forever

[Zigzag Idiot]

2 hours ago, now is forever said:

@Zigzag Idiot the 3centered presence meditation is a really good recipe by the way. just did it and will certainly repeat it.

but can someone tell me how to switch the heart off after reactivating it? 

It's effective for many to just turn on the news and watch just about anything related to politics.

?

[now is forever]

@Zigzag Idiot yeah that did it for me 

but it took a while.

i don’t know if that will work twice though.

maybe i should turn on the news.

Edited March 26, 2019 by now is forever