very fast vibration change

[Viking]

i was on a bus and looked out the window.

for the whole ride i had moments where i would feel a very happy and pleasant vibe, maybe because some beautiful scenery, and a second later it changed to a fearful/anxious or unpleasant one, then again after a few seconds or less it changed back to a happy one and so on. the bus ride was a hell of a ride

note- it felt as if the beauty of the view outside the bus reminded me of vibes that i had a long time ago and brought them to the present, they were not new vibes (if you understand what i mean)

what caused this lack of balance do you think? i want to be more balanced and it felt as if it was out of my control, like free association (kind of?)

it reminded me a psychedelic trip a bit

 

p.s. it happens to me quite often that i have a good vibe, i notice it and its ruined

Edited August 13, 2018 by Viking

[Florian]

I think it helps to focus on the current moment. If you want to read a very good book, i think, about the current moment and emotions and some more, deeper stuff I recommend 'Becoming Supernatural' by Dr. Joe Dispenza.

[Viking]

@Artaemis wow thats actually might be somewhat close.

i did feel like "this feels too good, ill get hurt"