The Authentic You!

[ButlerMr Gleeson]

So I am wondering, do you maybe have that pal or are even YOU yourself one of those people through the self actualization process, starting to stop giving a god darn thought to what others may think upon you from their perspective?

Prime example : ) I was on the bus this fine morning, and this guy that I talk to on this bus comes aboard and I go over as usual, I suggest we sit at the front seats where the whole pretty full bus can stare and watch us in silence D: GASP RIGHT? judgy right? well no, I didn't give two fucks to be honest!

so there we was on the bus, eyes all on us. I am authentic and I talk passionately and pretty animated to this guy, he looks so uncomfortable and awkward and it reminds me of how I used to be, like when I used to give a shit if the public would judge me. Sooooo there we were, I spoke louder, more passionately anc authentic.

People giving me looks of hate really. Y'know why guys? Because it is RARE AS FUCK to find people who are Authentic. Society is a matrix  there all conditioned zombies on a bus, perhaps told from childhood on a bus (JUST A BUS EXAMPLE-CAN APPLY TO OTHER ASPECTS IN LIFE) "be quiet Johnny, you'll annoy people!!TRUTH TRANSLATION- " Be quiet Johnny, you'll express yourself and society doesn't want that, hush hush hush, keep you're opinions and authenticity to yourself"

Edited March 21, 2016 by ButlerMr Gleeson

[Evilwave Heddy]

I literally felt like this a few hours ago walking through town.  Deep down I just felt...awesome.  It's not permanent though but never gets worse than what it used to be like.  I used to walk through the town with my head down avoiding eye contact and not even looking in the general direction of people, but today I was looking around and at people and if I caught someone looking I'd slightly smile and nod at them.  I swear, I didn't give a shite.

It's happened a couple of times since I started meditation and watching self help videos and hope it stays. 

[ButlerMr Gleeson]

oh it will pal because  that shining beacon inside of you doesn't go away, it's always there no matter the conditioning or life circumstances so it's awesome if you can recognize that you're future interaction through personal growth and overall confidence and contentment within yourself will get richer and deepen as the years go on, (BUT only through self actualization of some form of personal growth right?  ) otherwise I guess people just stay at a baseline level or even decline if they dont stay on track, or get on track in the first place. Good thing is you cant unlearn stuff! 

I do that too though!  walk in town like today and feel awesome! I just sat there today, the sun was shining (rare for UK haha ) and I was just being, and observing my surroundings and the people in a non--judgmental way but just recognizing the beauty of all of it! , oh man. do you ever have these times! 

you sound like me to be honest, are you my twin, hahaaaa

[Evilwave Heddy]

We had our first sunny warm day last thursday since probably August last year.  I took a drive around and it was beautiful.  That time I spent driving around by myself has been the best day I've had this year.  I almost teared up.  I'm looking forward to summer now..a lot. Haha  

I also find myself admiring stuff more for example usually when I'd walk my dog I'd have lot on my mind and I'd be lost in thought for the whole walk. Now though I find myself looking up at the stars and thinking about space and myself..what am I...who am I and all that during the night walks and just overall enjoying moment by moment. 

Long lost brothers sure...

[ButlerMr Gleeson]

Cool! Ditto Buddy!

I do that too...I think about stuff, especially when captivated by the beingness and present moment of the stars above me. Makes you feel so deep right!?!? what the fuck am I???? I don't tend to think 'who am I' though because that 'who' means that you are searching for an identification for you're ego which is falsery huh?  + we are not looking for our identification OUT THERE ...that's because it's always within us, just need to gain a bit of awareness, summon a little consciousness and only then are we all set to gradually begin on journey of being enlightened and being a fully self-actualized human being!

The only worthwhile way to live in my eyes as this precious life is singular and wont come back once we die, most people don't appreciate or even acknowledge this fact in the first place...not a nice future deathbed... which could in fact be tomorrow for any of us now, oh dang it,NO! 

They gotta wake up and they will..if they want too.. BUUUUUUUT  we know we want to wake up because there will only be regrets at the end of our lives if we don't take charge and we will think on our deathbed"why the fuck was I so afraid" (THEN DEAD)now who wants that...even one cloud removed at a time can reveal so much more clarity in moving forwards and persevering through..cause it is more than worthwhile once you embody this commitment and feel it in you're bonnnnes!!

 

LONG LOST BROTHER! OH MY GOSH!  

 

Edited March 22, 2016 by ButlerMr Gleeson

[Joyboy]

Be careful man authentic does not mean asshole and careless. You don't need others approval but you need to respond and respect.

[ButlerMr Gleeson]

Always yeah  I get that. I don't get Ruthless don't worry, wouldn't hurt a fly. Just expressing myself more in a socially conditioned world. I have a right to after all but I still respect always, thanks for you're honesty though....