Scared Off of Weed

[Acche]

I smoke every night, and think. And have always been pretty eccentric. 

Changed countries recently and took a week off.  Then I smoked. And my mind cleared - Bradley Cooper in Equilibrium. Felt the moment-ness of every moment? I've been a bit odd (odder than usual ) since. Everything needs to be extremely neat. Spending quality time with the reflection in the mirror. Creeping these good folks out with intense eye contact.

Been binging on Leo's Spirituality, Teal Swan, Your Yourniverse type of content for a bit. But, I am purposely not toying with enlightenment or awakening exercises right now, already I struggle to relate to others,  and my business needs the old me - you'll have to trust me on this bit. 

The feelings are slipping away. My question is, mini psychotic break , or get more weed ? I only ever smoke before bed


One

 

[Leo Gura]

Time to upgrade to LSD

If you're gonna be using substances, might as well use the best, purest, and clearest ones. The least addictive ones.

[ajasatya]

@Acche be aware that you're using a crutch temporarily and plan your way out. stop depending on such specific circumstances to live in awe for existence.

true freedom is depending on very little.

[Forestluv]

@ajasatya One of my biggest blocks was the belief that true freedom is dependent on circumstanes. That true freedom was to be found in certain states, places and times.

[Acche]

@Leo Gura this can be how long it takes to force myself to think I need to reconnect with the world. I am ending this chapter of the life story on weed and see, that yes, psychedelics as the tool for the next. For all that you do, thank you. 'namaste'

[Acche]

@Serotoninluv haha did you write that high ? no search is or was on, just a question of / slash confirmation that I ought to or ought to get more weed. Love

[Acche]

@ajasatya haha, is everyone high in here? thanks buddy

[Gabriel Antonio]

On 02/08/2018 at 6:51 PM, Acche said:

Bradley Cooper em Equilibrium

I just read the synopsis of that movie, and it seems very interesting. 

 

To me, canabbis can certainly increase mindfulness. In some of my best yoga classes, I was high. Hiking in nature also becomes much more insightful. I prefer to smoke on only some ocassions, because I feel like if you smoke weed too much and mindlessly, IDK, it sort of loses its, if you will, sacred power. 

 

On 02/08/2018 at 6:51 PM, Acche said:

Everything needs to be extremely neat. Spending quality time with the reflection in the mirror. Creeping these good folks out with intense eye contact.

Let me see if I really understood that part: so you're somewhat obsessed with cleaning, and you're also spending time seeing yourself in the mirror.

I don't understand the last part though. Who are you creeping out with "intense eye contact"? 

Another thing: how are you feeling mentally? Does it feel like it was indeed a "mini psychotic break"? 

 

Btw - I don't think the guys you said were high on here are actually high lol 

Edited October 25, 2018 by Gabriel Antonio