Geromekevin

God complex?

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It's no joke actually. I had an episode about 2 years ago which was seriously fucked up. I managed to convince myself of many false things, entirely deluded, thinking I was some kind of chosen one. I thought I had attained some divine status, because I was seemingly conducting 'miracles',  and designing an idea that could "completely change the world!" But it was all just mind games. When I spoke with some people who I worked with at the time, they said "Yeah you were in a very dark time. Dark energy." In fact it was so bad I convinced myself I was going to die at one stage, because of some radical quest... 

It's a massive can of worms I'm yet to delve into, but thus far the best explanation I have found is 'Messiah complex'. 

Anybody else experienced something similar? 

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You are God, just like everyone else.


You are God. You are Truth. You are Love. You are Infinity.

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but i thought nothing actually exists .... 

how am i something if i am nothing 

ok...

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On 8/3/2018 at 9:04 PM, Sockrattes said:

@St Clair Do you had synchronicities and stuff?

Yeah , some pretty random ones! The most random was this - on the day when my thoughts / mind reached breaking point , and I felt a sort of emptiness inside that screamed ‘doom’, I just randomly happened to meet the voice actor who played Boo in Monsters inc.

If you’re familiar with Monsters inc , you would know that Boo represents the power of love / positive energy. I took it as a pleasant sign that everything was gonna be sweet as , and I chilled out. 

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