Priti Health Journal

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Chapter 99

November 26

So what are those bricks 

 

1. Intellectual growth

2. Psychological knowledge 

3. Social intelligence 

4. Good decision making 

5. Avoiding toxic elements 

6. Self care and self awareness

7. Therapy 

8. Relaxation. 

9. Abilities. Mental abilities. 

 

 

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Chapter 100

God exists. Deep down I know. 

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Chapter 101.

Yesterday I was thinking of certain concepts like desires, zee, sequence, manifestation, sequence boxes., bricks, building up, morality, sacredness. 

 

 

I feel that sacredness is found only in people who are deeply in sync with their conscience. They are very spiritual. That karma exists. There is all knower, all listening voice that guides the course and makes things happen and this voice knows best. That morality is at the center of it. No matter what. This voice also cares. It ultimately desires our well being but we don't reach out to it. That everything is possible if we are in sync with this voice's guidance. Also that it can resolve complex situations. 

What about solutions to problems. 

What about challenges. 

There is something like social and unsocial nature. I will call this supportive and dampening nature. 

The desire element needs to be very strong. It's the what the soul wants. 

Zee... The vibration and emotion. 

Zveth... The place of desires and voices... The soul is not just a life force but it speaks the language the self understands. The ego is attached to this..... Zvether. 

Zhin.. The spirit..  This grows like beautiful light. 

Zvether is the ego... Zveth represented by a knot or a ring. Zvether represented by your voice. Whatever you say from your heart is what the Zvether speaks. 

 

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What about solutions to problems and growth. 

What about motivation.

This depends on how adequately the zvether is developed. Also I wanted to focus on the concept of visualizations and crystallizations. 

So what about motivation. 

And everything can have a divine aspect. Like honesty and divine honesty. Knowledge and divine knowledge. Motivation and divine motivation. The latter can compensate for the lack of the former. Thus when we don't have enough knowledge the divine knowledge guides us.. When we are not willing enough, the divine will pushes us. God works through us. His greatness reflected in our life. His design reflected through our growth. Thus God is not only an empathetic listener, a voice that cares, guides and supports and provides divine intelligence and grace but also a sculptor that designs and fashions our course through life only when we surrender to his will. He understands the Zveth. 

 

Desiring - - > visualization - - >crystallization - - >manifestation. This is the energy reality sequence. How energy is manifested in reality. How an emotion from zee turns into a thought and when charged, it is put into motion, zee pushing it forward alll the time and how the universe gathers its forces to crystallize this thought into reality. This is fascinating. The thought is a part of consciousness or infinity. [infinity symbol]. Consciousness crystallizes itself to manifest into reality when the zee is very strong. This is all the power of the zee. The power of a single emotion. The power of passion. A thought is a mere floating thought but when zee meets the thought it gets charged and proceeds to form a structure. These can be called solid thoughts or thoughts that are very strong and capable of being converted into intentions and reality. They turn into goals or decisions and slowly crystallize into baby steps and then actions. These thoughts then get reflected through actions. Therefore actions or karma are representations of thoughts that led to them. 

What if the desires are negative.. 

If the desires are negative, this needs a change in the Zhin, in the zvether. This negative can be changed to positive. With Dzhin. 

Desires have to be positive. Thats a fundamental requirement without which the desires can manifest into very wrongful actions. 

These desires or instincts guide us. They take us to what we want. They are manifested or created like waves in the Zveth. Like waves in the ocean. These are created continously. That's what the role of the Zveth is. We are constantly floating in desires. We sense them all the time. They are needed for survival and growth. The survival instinct is a key example of a permanent desire. A desire or instinct which is ever present in the Zveth no matter what. Therefore we have the will or the intent to live. Sometimes under dire circumstances our will to live is broken. But it gets revived back once everything returns to normal. 

The desires constantly emerging in the Zveth are necessary to grow and flourish. 

What if this didn't exist. 

It's like saying we can survive without hormones and enzymes and food. No we can't. Our bodies are designed for survival. Notice how our organs are constantly working in order and sequence and everything is minutely regulated and any error causes disruption. How we need food and water to survive. How plants die without water. Thus our survival and existence is not merely based on a body that relies on food. But also on hunger that creates the need for food. Thus hunger is necessary for survival. But it's an instinct created in us that drives us to find food. Now only hunger is not enough. We need decision making and proper thinking and feeling or else our mindless decisions will bring an early death. Thus all our instincts are uniquely attached to each other and work in tandem to create a process or sequence of growth. All these instincts are equally important to not just survival but also living. We have to remember that we are not just physical creatures but also emotional. So when we don't feel good we don't want to live. It's not just survival but also living that we want. And all these natural instincts as well as emotions help in that process of not just basic survival but also living with a purpose. 

Our body is engineered for survival and our soul is designed for living. Thus instincts and desires and emotions are constantly created in the soul. Sometimes these emotions can override the need to survive and we can neglect our basic needs for a higher purpose.. 

When these desires are negative, they can cause destruction and inhibition or sabotage of growth. Leading to decay and early death or premature death or destruction. Or misery. This is downward. This is not life-ward. But it is destructive and toxic. Life is not just physical but also emotional. So there are two aspects. One that promotes good life and the other that harms the prospects of a good life. I will call this with two terms. One is life-ward or progression. And the other regression or toxicity. Life ward is positive. Toxic is "emotionally detrimental",  annihilative, ruinous. Life ward is... "emotionally conducive",, "emotionally enriching".. Or nurturing or benevolent. 

 

These desires can be put into two categories 

Detrimental desires.

Benevolent desires 

Detrimental desires are those that can cause deterioration of our own self or harm to others. 

Benevolent desires are those that can bring growth and upliftment and nourishing for both the self and others. 

 

It's important to discourage detrimental desires and encourage benevolent desires. 

 

When these desires are positive they guide us to create a beautiful life full of vitality and growth and continuation. This is upward. 

 

Now the elements of manifestation are set into motion. 

From a desire comes a thought and a goal. And then our body and mind put together a plan to convert this into reality. This is all fantastic and brilliant of how we are designed to make things happen and how we achieve that which looks impossible at first. It's human brilliance. 

 

So coming back.. 

The waves are created in Zveth. These waves constantly guide us and want that which is good for us. It naturally creates wants or needs in us that are beneficial for our growth and survival.. And also for living a life of joy and purpose and flourishing and fulfillment. 

Our soul is the main center of guidance.. 

 

The divine aspect in our lives can further purify these desires of the soul to create a better existence. It can replace negative desires with positive desires.. 

What's not possible in this world. Only an intention is enough. Goodness flows where love resides. 

The divine aspect can change the Zhin or the nature from evil or bad to good, it can strengthen the zee or spiritual energy or strength, it can improve or stabilize the zvether, and it can plant healthy wholesome beneficial or benevolent desires in the Zveth. 

God's soul, his spirit, his zee or strength. This is all comprised in the Solis. 

 

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What does it mean by that it will stabilize the Zvether..

The zvether will be compensated and taken care of. If there is ill temper, it will be calmed. If there is aversion to something, it will be removed. If the ego needs an achievement it will be done. If the ego wants beauty, it will be given.

In essence the ego is a bridge between material and spiritual. It connects them together. 

If the Zvether loves the color  blue, then everything will be blue. 

If the Zvether gets disturbed by loud sound then it will be protected from noise. 

Thus it will be stabilized to exist in peace and the restlessness of the ego will be reduced. 

Also it will help to redesign a healthy ego compatible to the universe and nature and natural living. This is the provider nature or the breadwinner nature or divine grace of God. It provides for the needs of the Zvether through its quality of grace. 

It is also the restorative nature of God, this quality that brings a change in a state or matter. I can call this the transformative nature of God. Transforming and modifying something and restoring it back to something more aligned or healthy or wholesome. It eventually transforms the Zvether to something more wholesome and beautiful. 

Thus the Zvether of a crocodile is changed to the Zvether of a lovely flower. 

An ugly unsymmetric, scattered, unpleasant mass of clay is molded into a beautiful sculpture. This is how God builds the Zvether into something magnificent and beautiful. 

There is also the hidden nature of the soul. Zvethiss. 

This is the soul within the soul. The one that does not like or accept aspects of the person's ego. It would have wanted things differently. As a result it clashes with the conditions of reality and the nature of the ego. 

Example. 

You always like peace and quiet. But you are born with an anxious mind and a hot temper. Your body is always restless. 

Thus your inner soul is in conflict with the outside nature of your reality and self. It doesn't like it. It would have wanted otherwise. 

Same thing applies to people with phobias. They would have wanted to be free from fear and its unpleasant symptoms. 

The inner ego is different. 

Same applies to skin color or eyes or shape of the body. 

You would have wanted your eyes to look different. Or your hair to have a different texture. Or your social skills to be better. Or your vocie to be softer or louder, however you want it. 

That's your inner ego that is in conflict with your expressed ego. Both are different. 

Zvethiss is always in conflict with the Zvether. But not always. 

When we grow, we want the Zvether to be closer to Zvethiss. But our versions of what we want ourselves to be like may be flawed. For example. A person wants himself to be able to do drugs and fit in with his peers who are into a decadent lifestyle. Now he fancies it and wants himself to be that way. But when he is transformed into a druggie like his friends, he suffers innumerable health problems and wants to go back to his original self. Thus it's not always necessary that we what we want is in our best interests. 

Now what does the Solis do. 

It transforms the Zvether into not only something more palatable and soothing to the Zvethiss but also in sync with the best interests of the person or his Zveth. As well as something more in alignment or compatible to natural forces or conditions. 

 

Thus it does not neglect the cravings of the Zvethiss. 

Which means the Solis will resolve the eternal restlessness of the Zvethiss. Where the Zvethiss is ignorant of its best interests, there the Solis will make peace with it and reach a compromise so that the Zvethiss follows wisdom and understands what is prudent and best for the Zveth. Solis never abandons the needs of the Zvethiss. 

For Solis everything is possible. All that it wants is the Zhin to be clean and innocent and completely honest. An honest Zhin[heart] is rewarded. And the Solis is keen in understanding the rigors of the honest heart. If the Zhin is pure and without blemish or ill intent and full of love, rest everything wrong will fall in place and nothing will be impossible. Only good intentions are needed. And the power of divine grace will always take care of the rest. 

An open heart or a good heart is all that is needed. Rest of the flaws of the body or the mind can be taken care of. They will not be impossible to resolve. God will bring out the good even from the bad. God will bring out the best from the worst as long as your heart is pure. Nevermind the flaws and the problems. All he wants  is you to have an honest heart. The flaws can be fixed. But a bad heart  cannot be fixed. It will ruin even the good around it. Whereas a good heart will bring out good even from the bad. This is the basis of morality. That's a good heart is sacred. 

An honest heart is almost divine or has divine grace on it. God's grace is not with you if you are dishonest. When God's grace is with you, you are blessed with the power to create good out of everything. That which is without this sacredness or grace is incapable of creating good or good will not naturally come to it. It will be flawed inherently and it will give into the vices of greed and superficiality and heartlessness and thus cause chaos and bring despair rather than hope. 

Now there's a fundamental difference. It's not that the other person cannot create good at all. It only means that they lack a lot. Like for example, there is difference between a naturally born good writer and someone who can write well enough but lack the natural ability or vibe of the the born writer. They can practice and become better but they can never match the original pure primordial  talent. You can be good at it but you cannot reach the peak point of brilliance. That's something that only a real born artist can achieve. 

Thus you can be a good person but you still lack the genuine goodness and innocence and benevolent spirit of the person blessed with grace. 

Like the difference between a person who is forcing himself/herself to cry versus a person who naturally tears up and gets emotional. Because their passion is genuine and not forced, hence what they do is really remarkable and almost unattainable and worthy of praise and glory and admiration. Whereas the person who works hard to get there is also laudable but their qualities are still forced and their achievements cannot outshine. However they should be praised because they tried to create goodness despite their obvious lack and flaws. It is praiseworthy. But it's not exemplary or magnificent. That which is born from genuine passion is exceptional or brilliant or extraordinary. It has its own place. 

The one way to open that door to sacredness and grace is to have a pure innocent honest heart. 

When you are genuine, the extent of your rascality is known. So even your lies, cheating or other flaws can be forgiven. But when you are sneaky and dishonest, now you are  a real threat because nobody knows what you do, how much bad you can do. There is always a certain degree of trust when you are genuine despite your flaws. 

 

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Chapter 104

Solis 

• Strengthens the zee
• Purifies the Zhin 
• Improves the Zvether 
• Pacifies the zvethiss 
•  plants benevolent desires in the Zveth. 
• Brings growth and hope 
• Gives grace. 
• Resolves problems /troubles or instability. 
• Provides support 
• Restores harmony and peace
• Keeps the heart pure. 
• Brings ultimate positive transformation and creates a beautiful haven. 
• Fulfillment 

 

The Zveth or soul is like an ocean in which emotions and desires emerge like waves. It's like a ocean that keeps flowing and moving. A flame that keeps burning. 

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Chapter 105

Human is ordinary. Divine is extraordinary. 

Representations for Zveth, zvethiss and Zvether. 

Zveth by the Celtic knot, or flame or ocean. 

Zvethiss by the inner voice  or inner feeling. 

Zvether by the outer voice or just words that the ego speaks. 

The desires of the zvethiss arise in the soul. The soul is spiritual therefore stronger. However it's not sacred. Therefore the desires of the zvethiss can be compromised by the Dzhin. 

Zveth is the ocean and the zvethiss is the waves. 

Your innermost feelings. They could be right or wrong, for your better or worse. They are not necessarily perfect. But they are internal and hence more attuned to your inner soul. More compliant to your spiritual nature. Hence better than desires of the  physical nature or desires of the Zvether. 

But are they completely perfect and righteous? 

No. 

They can be impure too. They are pacified by the higher forces of the Dzhin. 

At the end of the day, even the spiritual part is still human, not divine. Just spiritual. 

Zvether can be described or represented by a tree because it's static and immutable. Very stationary and unchangeable. 

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7 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

I believe negative energies can come from fights and the presence of a negative or destructive person. I've experienced this in my childhood home. One negative person is enough to upset the positive vibe of the home. 

Try to find who is responsible for the cause of the negativity and avoid such people. Also maintain peace and quiet and less noise or fights. Work on yourself to be more peaceful and happy. I've seen that happiness makes a difference. It compensates for the sadness created by the person. It offsets the negative energy at least in your own room. 

Flowers make a difference. Fresh flowers arranged in a vase. An open window letting in sunshine and lots of air. A few potted indoor plants. A Buddha statue or any religious idol if you are a religious person. Incense also brings a positive feeling. 

Praying and meditating in the room will also disperse the negativity. 

Also listen to happy music as soon as you wake up early morning. 

Watch humorous shows or clips to keep you in a good mood. 

Your good mood will uplift the energy of the room

Hope this helped. 

 

 

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Chapter 107 

 

I will be discussing sequence building and sequence blocks and the role of Solis. 

The role of Solis 

• An Empathetic listener
• Imparts justice
• Resolves troubles 
• Understands pain
• Does not judge 
• Helper 
• Sculptor or Designer 
• Giver of grace or provider 
• Guardian 
• Safekeeper
• Friend
• Guide 
• Imparts powers.. Spiritual and emotional 
• Opens a path 
• Opens possibilities 
• Heals 
• Improves 
• Strengthens 
• Supports
• Never abandons
• Builds 
• Loves
• Fulfills  

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Chapter 108

I'm trying to explore the idea of love. From philosophical perspective, love should be ethereal innocent, Empathetic, beautiful, giving, caring, discerning, wise. 

In reality love is blind, sometimes foolish sometimes smart, emotional manipulation, self-centeredness, love is control, a contract, abusive, stockholm syndromish, selfish, bonded, not generous, love is selfless sometimes,love is weak, love is submission and control, turning a blind eye to the bad things that the spouse does. Love is unquestioning uncritical unshakeable, unbreakable, selfish blind devotion and loyalty. 

Love can take two forms. Selflessness and Selfishness. Both are forms of love. 

Wisdom lies in protecting everyone's interests. Wisdom is above love. 

 

True love is not selfish. Love which is selfish is just a bond. 

 

True selfless love is sacred. 

Good people seek the good of all, not just themselves. 

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Chapter 109 

Sequence building and boxes 

Every sequence box contains information which is useful to carry the next set of tasks or goals. 

Boxes connect to each other in a cohesive fashion to contain both related and unrelated pieces of information and help build a sequence throughout the day. These boxes also contain bricks. This is exciting. 

Once all boxes have fallen into a symmetry or a flow or a rhythm then a sequence or pattern develops and follows. 

 

 

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The person who loves you deeply will show blind devotion, unbreakable loyalty and trust, no judgment. All judgment is selfishness and emotional manipulation. 

Those who love you truly will also be truly invested in you. 

If they get calculative and savvy then they can't love because they are selfish. They are not showing devotion or loyalty. They are using their brains and not their heart. 

When someone shows deep trust and unquestioning loyalty, that is they choose to ignore your wrongdoings or your flaws it could be for many reasons 

1. They truly love and they are weak in love. They choose to let go and forgive because they don't want to lose you. They are weak and so they show complete loyalty. They don't want to judge you. They want to love you beyond judgment. Despite knowing everything about you they still want to love you. They don't seek their good, rather they sometimes sacrifice their good for your happiness. They love you no matter what. So they try to get along with you. They can even put up with abuse because they don't want to lose that person. 

2. They are getting something from you. Therefore they don't care what you are, what good or bad you do. They are using you. So as long as they can use you, they don't care if you are good or bad. 

3. They have a selfish loyalty to you. They want to keep the relationship. They don't want arguments and  conflicts. All they care about is you and them being happy. Rest does not matter. They are not wanting to offend the spouse. As long as they get along with their partner and they are happy together, someone else's suffering does not matter. They are like, "I don't want to ruin my relationship." 8f they are happy together, nothing else matters, everything is fine and happy. They are like a team. So they show a lot of loyalty to each other and do not disagree or fight with each other especially not when other's feelings are concerned. They are not going to fight with each other over other people. They are not going to allow others to become a problem between them. 

 

There is this eternal battle between love and morality. 

 

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Chapter 111

The truth is everything is all about intentions. 

There is something that is human, something selfish or something sacred or innocent. 

Human kindness and divine kindness. Human compassion and divine compassion. 

Human love and divine love. 

Selfish kindness or fake humanitarianism.. 

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Chapter 112. 

Two great qualities are empathy and innocence and honesty. 

 

God does not create anything. Because his creation cannot be imperfect. God heals everything. 

Godliness heals.. Godliness makes all the good happen. 

Everything gets tainted when there is a selfish motive behind it.  For example, love is considered sacred. But when there is a selfish intent in love, then it's selfish love, it's no longer sacred. 

Therefore there is always a human aspect to everything and so it cannot be perfect or sacred. It is sacred only when it comes from God or when its pure and with good intentions. Otherwise it's neutral or selfish.. 

So even the best emotions or qualities or virtues can be tainted when there is human selfishness attached to it. 

 

 

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 nothing will be impossible. Only good intentions are needed. And the power of divine grace will always take care of the rest. You only need a honest pure heart with goodness and purity. 

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Chapter 114..

Desiring - - > visualization - - >crystallization - - >manifestation

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Zveth 

Zvether and zvethiss 

Zhin and Dzhin 

Zee. 

 

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Chapter 116

 

Zvether is the outer ego and zvethiss is the inner ego. 

 

God's beauty is reflected through us. For this we need to connect to his greatness. God works through us. 

God's greatness is shown through the journey of our life. 

God can turn our lives into a beautiful piece of glory and memory. Into a work of art. 

What do we need for life 

Survival.... Conditions and provision. 

Food... Provision 

Work...... Provision 

Wealth... Provision 

Material resources... Provision. 

Purpose... Grace 

Adventure and Passion.. Grace 

Inventions and creativity.. Grace. 

Talent, ability and skill.. Zvether and Grace 

Health..... Zvether 

Beauty...... Zvether 

Protection from harm/toxicity... God's Guardian spirit 

Problem Resolution... God's Intelligence and Guidance 

Motivation /Will....... God's nurturing spirit. 

Challenges... God's tough love. 

Love...... God's love and grace 

Good nature.... Zhin 

Knowledge.... Provision 

Longevity... Provision 

Family... Provision 

Joy...  Love and grace 

Strength.... Zee. 

Life force... Zveth.. Grace. 

I'm fulfilled by God's grace. 

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Chapter 117

When you wake up in the morning, you can ask yourself. 

That's the very first thing 

"what do I want to have accomplished today?" 

Make a list... 

Short one. 

At the end of the day, 

Say, 

"my day has been very fulfilling" 

"today I'm fulfilled."

Remember brick by brick and sequence boxes and building. 

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Chapter 118..

So tired right now 

Innocence can be expressed in 3 ways 

 

1. Innocence of intent - that is there was no intention to cause harm. The innermost intent is pure and free from blemish or corruption. It's not fraudulent. It is pure and it does not want to harm. So any wrong that happened is a result of accident or retaliation or self defense but not with a cold hearted bad intention. 
2. Innocence of natural instinct - whatever happened was genuine and not cold hearted or premeditated. It was the spur of the moment or many moments and raging instincts that cannot be controlled. It might also have been caused by drugs. So it is innocent because it is purely out of uncontrollable instinct and not by setting the mind or heart to it. 
3. Innocence of admittance. Now admitting to some wrongdoing can happen in 2 ways- pre or post. Before the wrong act or after the wrong act. Before the wrong act means maybe you are looking for a solution or preventive measure. You want to prevent the wrong thing from happening. Admitting after the wrong act means you are looking for a curative measure.. 

What is innocence aimed at 

It is a foundation or a stepping stone towards the building of morality and good behavior. Maybe that's why it's attractive. It's like the number zero, where any positive integer starts from it. And all negative integers end to it. 

There is something naturally appealing about sincerity, honesty, innocence, purity that makes it more vulnerable and also more deserving of fair treatment. 

Justice is done to those who have innocence in their hearts. 

 

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