Profound shit

[Charlotte]

This morning to put it bluntly I took too much mushroom's, still experimenting with microdose amounts and today turned out to be too much. 

I had my usual therapy session this morning and was anxious because I had taken to much and experiencing panic symptoms.

Starting therapy I informed her of my panic symptoms and we continued talking. She asked questions which led me into talking about what appears to be deep unconscious thoughts about myself.  I literally can't believe what I've just made myself aware of I'm in shock. 

• I'm still a people pleaser to a degree due to low self-esteem.
• I have this image for myself I'm striving for that I've created which is unrealistic and delusional. It's preventing me from  just 'being', it's feeding the ego. 

These two things right here have freed me. I feel so emotional. 

Therapy+Psychedelics has freed me (to a degree, still a long way to go yet).

This wasn't an 'accident' in my eyes. 

Edited July 3, 2018 by Charlotte

[Leo Gura]

@Charlotte Take larger dose, so you can discover you're inside a dream and your therapist doesn't exist

That'll put your problems into perspective.

[Charlotte]

@Etagnwo  ?♥️

@Leo Gura all in good time Leo, no need to rush anything Rome was not built in a day ?

[who chit]

51 minutes ago, Charlotte said:

These two things right here have freed me. I feel so emotional. 

Therapy+Psychedelics has freed me (to a degree, still a long way to go yet).

This wasn't an 'accident' in my eyes. 

The fact that you're taking personal responsibility for your own healing is act of self love.
No doubt you will have more profound insights and healing to come. Thanks for sharing.

[Guest Quanty]

Go 6g, large dose like Leo says. Work on your Solar Plexus and on the right side of the body, from the left side. 

[Charlotte]

@who chit  My pleasure ♥️

@Etagnwo elaborate please ♥️

@Quanty All in good time. I suffer with the 'come up' so I'm looking into some DMT

[SgtPepper]

7 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

@Charlotte Take larger dose, so you can discover you're inside a dream and your therapist doesn't exist

That'll put your problems into perspective.

HA

[Guest Quanty]

You could go with Haritaki, and sessions of 3-4 hours of deep breathing. After 2-3 sessions in a row, the DMT inside will rise to such extent that is amazing. You have to try it ou  

[Charlotte]

@Outer As in there's still something missing inside of me. I still have some shadow work to do. 

@Etagnwo amazing reply thank you dearly ♥️♥️ How do I surface this aggression? 

@Quanty wow!! Have you done this? 3-4 hours of deep breathing? Is this like hyperventilation type thing? 

[Leo Gura]

18 hours ago, Quanty said:

Go 6g, large dose like Leo says.

6g is too much. That can be traumatic.

2g-4g is very strong already.

6g will kick your ass. So watch out. Only for experienced psychonauts.

[Till]

I think you are doing well from my perspective. Psychedelics are a journey and something to explore and growth into it. Yeah a shocking experience can be also very beneficial, but everything at the right time. 

[Ayilton]

Keep it up man,  It's always good to hear this stories ! I feel inspired 

[Charlotte]

@Leo Gura Yeeeeaaaaah... There ain't no way I'm doing 6g ?

@Till Exactly! Leo spoke about building a relationship with Psychedelics, treating them with maturity and respect and that's exactly what I'm doing. Thank you

@Ayilton Goooood! That's my aim with sharing ? ♥️