Quitting everything and joining the army

[Viking]

i think if you will try enough times eventually you will succeed if you want it, my guess is you dont. 

dunno man i've been in the army environment and its a total waste of time, it wont change you definitely, only you can change yourself.

I was about a month in the army and at the start I started to feel like im getting "disciplined" but time passed and i was getting lazy even in the army environment. after that month I got back to my old ways.

only you can change yourself, no environment can do that for you.

[mikeyy]

Bro accept where your at and realize you are at a level where you need to pursue getting really good social skills. The army is an escape from your stage orange problems. Go out and become a more confident person and you will transcend a lot of the issues that you have.

[mikeyy]

Don't join an ashram because you will be skipping stages. That is for people with a much higher level of awareness. Deal with your current low conscious desires and then you can be in a position to spend ur life serving others.