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[Hotaka]

Hi Leo and others on this forum.

I have had a hard time with this enlightenment thing, I follow a tradition called the New Message from God and it's a great thing to be a part of because it gives me a greater sense of integrity and something to practice regularly and often, however I have a struggle with the more practical aspects of my life because my enlightenment experiences of the past now are more of a burden of resentment pain and judgement towards myself for not being to maintain this state for long periods of time and maintain a proper state of balance and equanimity towards myself and the world. It's hard to measure myself up against the world, to know how I feel towards things and what choices will result from this. I don't really know what I am saying but I sort of do, but it's so deep to even fathom.

[pluto]

Listen to this, i specifically saved it for these types of questions.

Bashar on higher consciousness.mp3

Edited June 18, 2018 by pluto

[luckieluuke]

Sounds like a great opportunity to practice not to get attached. It´s easy to practice not to get attached to bad experiences but more difficult but equally important to not get attached to good experiences.
Be happy for the experience you had but they are only a memory and do not morn them. Always be present.