If I killed my(self) could my body die as well?

[Sempiternity]

If I spent thousands of hours and maybe decades to finally completely kill myself / Ego / sense of self and separateness, and realize limitless infinity / God. In that ultimate moment of killing off the very last bit I'm holding onto, is it possible for my body to die too at that crucial moment? I guess that fear of actually killing my body (in this case, accidental suicide), would be that last fear block that would keep me from going into complete enlightenment. With this block, I'd always be at 99%, never able to get past that last percent. And I know that if my body did die, it wouldn't matter. I'd still be consciousness, without a Self, which is what enlightenment is. So no difference. I'm more concerned with not being able to enjoy being enlightened while "I'm' this life, because that fear block of dying, whether rational or not, is keeping me from achieving this.  And of course as I progress and achieve higher consciousness, my fears will dissipate as well. So yeah, do you think it's medically possible for the physical body to die, when the Self dies? Has this ever happen? And if it did, how would we know? Have others had this fear and got over it? If so, how? 

[Guest Quanty]

Ego killing is as stupid as smoking. 

Is like trying to blame the hammer & chisel to not let you see the statue you plan to build. 

Use it. 

[Sempiternity]

Just now, Quanty said:

Ego killing is as stupid as smoking. 

Is like trying to blame the hammer & chisel to not let you see the statue you plan to build. 

Use it. 

I'm going off of Leo's teachings, which is what this site is based on, which is about No Self / Ego. 

[Guest Quanty]

Leo himself has one of the biggest Ego's I have ever seen  

[Sempiternity]

9 minutes ago, Quanty said:

Leo himself has one of the biggest Ego's I have ever seen  

"Ego killing is as stupid" 

If you believe that, why come to his site, just to tell people your opinions? I wouldn't necessarily go to Dodge dealership site and comment that vehicles are stupid and I believe in bicycling. What would be the point in that, other than to get the satisfaction of me being right? I'd personally go to a bicycling site to discuss bicycling, and not bother with the car dealership sites. 

[Saumaya]

45 minutes ago, Jed Vassallo said:

n that ultimate moment of killing off the very last bit I'm holding onto, is it possible for my body to die too at that crucial moment? 

No

[Ether]

44 minutes ago, Saumaya said:

No

Yeah, I think Leo was exaggerating in that Hawaii retreat video.

[Highest]

Not really. Killing your self does not necessarily mean that your body dies as well, although you can experience both in the spiritual path. Our sense of self is very powerful, almost impossible to ''kill''. The best thing to do with the ego is to devote it to God, or your higher self, devote it to love, annihilate it with love.