Lost all my friends

[Athena]

It feels like I've alienated ALL of them

I have said or done something horrible 

And now I need them the most 

It really feels like my life is a movie 

All the little parables are coming to life 

I dont even know where to begin making new friends, I dont want to 

I miss them all so much 

Each one at each stage of my life .

Edited June 1, 2018 by Athena

[zoey101]

36 minutes ago, Athena said:

It feels like I've alienated ALL of them

I have said or done something horrible 

And now I need them the most 

It really feels like my life is a movie 

All the little parables are coming to life 

I dont even know where to begin making new friends, I dont want to 

I miss them all so much 

Each one at each stage of my life .

This really hits home for me

Can you not just talk to them? 

In my personal experience, I chose my husband over them... But they were always the kind of people I could depend on. If everything fell apart for me, I do believe they would forgive me for the years I lost with them. That's how amazing they were

Just talk to them. They might just surprise you. If you hurt them, apologize and don't try to explain it. Just be sorry. You can't force them to do anything, but you can at least do your part to mend and keep the relationship. If they don't return the sentiment, then just let them go. 

Be strong and swallow your pride. Nothing will happen if you don't try!

[Barbarian Number 8]

@Athena  Maybe you should be without friends for a while?

U do u?

Maybe it would be a good thing to grow?

I´ve heard that most people can´t stand their own company and are dependant on friends. I´ve never understood that thou.

[CuteCornDog]

I have alienated myself from a lot of people.

Good luck feeling better about this.

I'm not proud of myself for my earlier posts on this forum either.

[pluto]

The only friend you will ever truly need is the one you see in the mirror. Not once the reflection ever does not match yours, love that self and life will love you back. You will never feel more at home or at peace if you find true love within yourself. No one else can do this for you, that's all an illusion.

You are the one that gives the love in the first place in order to feel love from others. It always comes from within and it always starts from you.

[egoeimai]

26 minutes ago, pluto said:

The only friend you will ever truly need is the one you see in the mirror. Not once the reflection ever does not match yours, love that self and life will love you back. You will never feel more at home or at peace if you find true love within yourself. No one else can do this for you, that's all an illusion.

You are the one that gives the love in the first place in order to feel love from others. It always comes from within and it always starts from you.

Yes ! Yes yes yes ! 

[Elisabeth]

+1 on Zoey. If you miss them, try to make up with them. One by one, if easier.

[nour-cha93]

Friendship is a lie, Friends do not exist