Contact with god's angel while high on cannabis

[Applejuice]

So I smoked weed with my friend today and as I was walking back home ( I was still high ) I started feeling like theres a presence and feelings or vibrations that you tap into when youre high that you can't access when you're sober, I get this feeling a lot when I smoke weed, it feels like how I would imagine I would be if one thing was different about our planet like a different amount of different gases or the size of the earth was a bit smaller or bigger and it made humans evolve into me ( like our ancestors have hadthe best genes so survived and created us ). I don't know if it makes sense to people who don't smoke weed Basically, it feel as if I'm an alien or like I have different eyes. Something about my experience whilst I'm high feels very raw and fragile, i know how crazy this sounds btw lol. So then I figured hold on I'm getting these messages in the form of my own thoughts, only it didn't feel like it came from me.  I felt as if there was some sort of presence that I tapped into. And my consciousness/ experience was very raw here like a snake shedding its skin in this state. It told me things. Like " It's not eaten with a spoon ". My natural reaction to this was that it's reffering to enlightenment. You cannot eat it and feel good from it and it's not done using the conventional ego desire system in our experience. So, you can't consume enlightenment and it cannot be eaten and cannot be grasped by our human domination on the earth with tools.  Am I making any sense? Also it told me "you choose the voice in your head" So my thoughts and beliefs are in my control so I better make positive ones. I felt as if related to my social anxiety and negative attitude and neuroris in general.  Then when the weed was coming down I felt like it was an angel talking to the ego mind from god. This sounds weird I know. Maybe angels are thoughts or that voice that tells you to meditate or when you have a realisation about reality and your experience( possibly a kensho experience ) And the devil might be the enticing thoughts and energy and desires that keep you attached. So far the devil has won. Anyone had experiences like this? Lol I felt so crazy whilst this was happening lol :DD

Edit: Also this was sparked after I left my friends to go home. I started thinking that they weren't really my true friends. The guy I was with most of the day was a dickhead to me like making fun of me and shit and Idk didn't seem like there was love there you know between people. He seemed very acidic to me. I think this because he kept calling me a retard whilst i was making jokes and shit and kept saying i need to slap you. And when he was on the phone to my friend he was talking bad about me so I just started looking at it like hold on, why am I spending time with people who don't give a fuck about me? People that don't love me? I'm not saying like homosexual love, but just friendship acceptance and support. It became very clear that I shouldn't spend time with people like that. Also it told me that when I'm taking drugs like alcohol, cigarettes, caffeine, porn, masturbation and weed I'm running from reality. But there's nowhere to run lol. So I should just chill out and be with it.

Edit:.. Also I made a joke I thought was genius. What sexuality is a spliff ( joint )? Bisexual because it's 50 percent fa* ( tobbacco )

Edited May 29, 2018 by Applejuice

[zoey101]

I don't think it's weird or crazy at all  

Personally, when I smoke I think about God and spirituality a lot  I think I feel my closest to Him when I'm singing praises to Him while high lol I use to (and occasionally still do) think it was a contradiction to worship this way, but it can't be too bad if I feel close to Him, right? lol

[Applejuice]

@zoey101 Yeah ofcourse. I mean that's what psychedelics are for. Most religions use/ have used psychoactive substances to connect with god so I don't think it's a contradiction

[Guest Quanty]

Are just your parts of the body/mind that you did not conquer yet into awareness  

[Solace]

Exactly. At the highest levels all there is, is light. There is not even any angelic beings to see. So until then, there is only more parts of your subconscious mind to embrace with the love of that highest light that you are. 

 

[zoey101]

@Applejuice Lol my church is definitely NOT for it lol 

I think that's where I get my insecurities about it.

[Applejuice]

@zoey101 Hahaha I would love to go to church, smoke weed and learn about the bible and god.  Even though I'm not a christian

[the_end_of_me]

1 hour ago, zoey101 said:

I don't think it's weird or crazy at all  

Personally, when I smoke I think about God and spirituality a lot  I think I feel my closest to Him when I'm singing praises to Him while high lol I use to (and occasionally still do) think it was a contradiction to worship this way, but it can't be too bad if I feel close to Him, right? lol

Man it feels really good to do that huh? I was raised in church so I get it. Get it out of your head that its a contradiction! There are no rules! Guess who invented Marijuana? 

Just curious, do you buy into the whole "all is god, we are all one"? And how does that fit into your worshiping of "Him"? 

[Applejuice]

@the_end_of_me yeah thats true I think the idea of god is misleading and it's not the actual thing, just a concept. 

[zoey101]

4 hours ago, Applejuice said:

@zoey101 Hahaha I would love to go to church, smoke weed and learn about the bible and god.  Even though I'm not a christian

Lol my husband would probably go to church if they did that lol

3 hours ago, the_end_of_me said:

Just curious, do you buy into the whole "all is god, we are all one"? And how does that fit into your worshiping of "Him"? 

I was never taught God is all or stuff like that. I will say my view point of "who" He is has definitely changed over the years. And I'd probably wager it'll change in the future as I learn more. 

Right now, I believe He is an all powerful, all knowing being that created everything down to the very design and functions of molecules. He made a system of how things would work and then gave us free will which allowed for evolution in everything.

My husband gave me the best metaphor for it. He's a clockworker God. He designed the clock and every cog and gear (no clue what clocks are made of lol) but once He turns the clock on, He just lets it run and do its thing

That's at least the way I see Him for now

[pluto]

@Solace Indeed, depending on the development of the being and the vibration, some are more directly connected to source while others are still maturing and need a dual perspective for assistance in their evolution.

[cetus]

13 hours ago, zoey101 said:

Personally, when I smoke I think about God and spirituality a lot  I think I feel my closest to Him when I'm singing praises to Him while high lol I use to (and occasionally still do) think it was a contradiction to worship this way, but it can't be too bad if I feel close to Him, right? lol

@zoey101 You'll love this short video.

 

[zoey101]

@cetus56 thank you lol that was cute:) kids really are the only ones who can believe so wholeheartedly. It is beautiful.

[cetus]

@zoey101   "Just remove the doubt. It's that simple". So true!

[zoey101]

@cetus56 yeah I've been working on that. Anything is possible if you just believe. Walt wasn't wrong about everything lol there was wisdom between those racist jokes

[cetus]

@zoey101 I never read much of the Bible growing up but I remember hearing a saying "Unless ye become as little children ye shall not enter the kingdom of God". Something like that.

[Applejuice]

@cetus56 yesss. So heaven and enlightenment is essentially the same and not some esoteric thing outside of ourselves. It's possible to go to heaven whilst alive.

[cetus]

17 hours ago, Applejuice said:

And when he was on the phone to my friend he was talking bad about me so I just started looking at it like hold on, why am I spending time with people who don't give a fuck about me? People that don't love me? I'm not saying like homosexual love, but just friendship acceptance and support. It became very clear that I shouldn't spend time with people like that. Also it told me that when I'm taking drugs like alcohol, cigarettes, caffeine, porn, masturbation and weed I'm running from reality. But there's nowhere to run lol. So I should just chill out and be with it.

@Applejuice

 

[cetus]

@Applejuice All separation exists only in the mind. 

[zoey101]

2 hours ago, cetus56 said:

@zoey101 I never read much of the Bible growing up but I remember hearing a saying "Unless ye become as little children ye shall not enter the kingdom of God". Something like that.

Yeah, I couldn't tell you the exact verse, but that's definitely in there  I've started trying to approach the world and new discoveries with the free and ignorant (in a good way lol) mind of a child and I think it makes learning new things so much more exciting and meaningful at least for me