I think I'm starting to get it...

[B_Naz]

I'm nothing. No... I'm not attaching nothing to my state of mind. Not attaching emptiness to my mind. I am just nothing.

No emotions, No fears, just fucking nothing. No understanding, no knowledge, NOTHING. Writing this goes against nothingness. I am just nothing

NOTHING

Am I enlightening right? Lol who cares, I am nothing. Nothing to prove, nothing to do. NOTHING

[Faceless]

5 minutes ago, B_Naz said:

I'm not attaching nothing to my state of mind.

Are you sure?

5 minutes ago, B_Naz said:

No emotions, No fears, just fucking nothing.

A reaction to things still remains a movement of things. 

 

 

[B_Naz]

2 minutes ago, Faceless said:

A reaction to things still remains a movement of things. 

You're right. What am I talking about... Just stop being in the moment. I just meditated and I just feel nothing but I don't get it. How can I feel this nothingness? Now I'm back to my senses and it's weird...

[B_Naz]

4 minutes ago, B_Naz said:

You're right. What am I talking about... Just stop being in the moment. I just meditated and I just feel nothing but I don't get it. How can I feel this nothingness? Now I'm back to my senses and it's weird...

I've only done this for two days and it has already made huge results in my progression... When I thought (previously) of nothingness, I felt a presence but recently, reading up on the forums with other people's opinions... It's gone weird, like I'm not in the moment but am at the same time I am? It's so paradoxical 

Edited May 26, 2018 by B_Naz

[Faceless]

15 minutes ago, B_Naz said:

How can I feel this nothingness?

“You” can’t. 

Any positive movement is a movement of thought “things” or “duality”

One can not go from duality to nonduality. Duality must end. When means all dualistic movement of the doer/doing illusion “time” must be totally understood. 

Dont try to get anywhere in particular as that implies the doer. 

Just understand what is causing all this contradiction. 

This understanding isn’t mere verbal understanding but to be able to relate all the different aspects of thought/the thinker and see them holistically in movement as they arise. 

Anyway, the more one strives the more one is nourishing the movement of THINGS. 

Edited May 26, 2018 by Faceless

[B_Naz]

Thank you. These couple of days have been tough. I just need to carry on.

[Empty]

@B_Naz Life stopped being painful the day I realize I am nothing 

[B_Naz]

26 minutes ago, Empty said:

@B_Naz Life stopped being painful the day I realize I am nothing 

I get that sometimes, but then I feel pleasure from that... I really need to watch out for that